veh-lerie!

2009-09-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

went for group study with abigail and rachel on monday. something bad happened which i dont want to mention. but i got to see abigail's cool new phone which we ended up taking pictures with and then my mum saw me skipping gayly at the busstop and labelled me a siao zhar bo.
/
just came home from group "study" at central library[children's corner] with alicia, shaojie, roi. apparently we ended up touring iluma and getting closer to heaven and cracked lame jokes about ducks and alicia's laughter and then.......... i left at 5. oh and i saw someone who looked like ms bian on the train.
end of story.

p.s/ please do not upload that retarded picture of me on facebook.

2009-09-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

QUIZ FROM RACHEL CAUSE IM FRICKING BORED. [ i didn't even change the font.]
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Over-inflated Misaka Volleyball.
3. 7 bowling trophies, none belonging to me.
4. Many stuff toys.
5. Plugs. Many plugs.
6. A green sponge with a smile i drew on it.
7. 3 bottles of ice lemon tea. heh.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone? Why?
2. Does someone like you? Nope.
3. Last kiss? My.....piano. seriously i kissed him.
4. Been led on? I don't even know what this means.
5. Been cheated on? Like.........................duh.
6. Want a relationship? YEAH OF COURSE.
7. Wanna get married? NO. marriage ties people down. [although it's supposed to be something sacred.]

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. God.
2. Family.
3. Clique[s]
4. Piano. [for some reason i kept spelling it as PIano for the past 3 times i tried to type this.]
5. Shopping.
6. Music.
7. Fingers. All 10.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Promos are coming.
2. Starrstrukk's stuck in my head.
3. Math homework.
4. Butterflies frighten me. and apparently they frighten shaleen too!
5. Spongebob.
6. Sponges.
7. MEP.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe in God? YES
2. Had a dream come true? yeah! i dreamt that homework was due the next day, so i went to school cuz i knew it was a dream but actually i realised it wasnt a dream cuz jeremy walked around collecting math homework so yeah not really a dream.
3. Read the newspaper? uhm, a few times.
4. Get enough sleep everyday? Not really. how about you?
5. Have a best friend? Yes. I'm cheating on her. and i'm cheating on the person i'm cheating on her on.
6. Take a bath daily? I bathe and shower.
7. Wish on stars? Nope. I don't see the link between stars and wishes.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Fallen in love? yeah sure.
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? HAHAHHA YES.
3. Hooked up with someone who had a BF/GF? nope.
4. Been to a bonfire? Yes. Sec 2 camp.
5. Ran away from home? Nope, not yet.
6. Played strip poker? Nope, not yet.
7. Pulled an all-nighter? whats that? O:

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried?Yeah, technically, it was cuz i had medicated oil on my fingers then rubbed my eye. like, inside my eye. haha k whatever shut up.
2. Had fun? I guess so.
3. Been kissed? Nope.
4. Felt stupid? Yeah.
5. Talked to an ex? No, they're all dead.
6. Missed someone? yeahh ):
7. Listened to music? Yeapps, listening.

RED : ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Yeah.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Dad.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yeah. Of course.
4. Does your face turn red when you’re angry? Nope.
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? I don't even need to stare angrily. I. Just. Stare.

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Yeah! mep-ers celebrating my brithday was also considered one right. hahahaa
2. Are you easily excited? Perhaps.
3. What event that is coming up that you are looking forward to? School to start.
4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? I need to collect the money.
5. What would make you the happiest right now? hmm.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full name: Ralevie Wong Li Qing.
2. Birthday: 10/6/1994
3. What’s your main goal in life? Stage at least 6 performances.
4. Do you want to have children? No.
5. How do you want to die?: Teenage love/ Choke on a pretzel.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When is the last time you cried? Today. remember, medicated oil?
2. What is the saddest thing that has happened? January 29th.
3. Do you usually cry/get depress if something doesn't happen your way? No. I just stare.
4. Has anyone made you cry in the last 24 hrs? My invisible friend.
5. When you are sad, what do you do? listen to the same song over and over again. No wait, i do that all the time. k fine whatever shut up.

PINK : LOVE
1. Do you have a crush on one of your friends? MAYBEEEE.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? no.
3. When you see your crush, do you act differently around him/her? I avoid people.
4. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope!
5. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? no.

i'm
still
bored.
I've only wasted 13 minutes.

2009-08-30T06:09:00.001-07:00

Happy teacher's day. not really.

2009-08-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*is that you in ur pic

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*which one

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*left one

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*yeah
*why?

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*NOO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*what?????

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*:0

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*something on my face?????

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*no way!

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*what!!!!!!

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*now you look cuter than me la
*wtheck.

!V wishful thinking. shit this sucks. says:
*WTF.
*you lag or what? i've always been cute la.

r0ii. Internal; ∎ says:
*OI.
*walao you bhb level up lah.

2009-08-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PWNIE!

ice cream chefs(:

2009-08-27T07:27:00.001-07:00

too much is happening.

People who i've been close to in the previous half of the year, seem to be so distant now, yet others who i haven't been talking to seem to be the people i can trust more now. i guess the only people who remain strong in our friendship without backstabbing or lying are ongy and abigail, but of course there are some others who still seem okay. where's the bonding, the close ties and the trust?
term 1 seemed the best, we wouldn't treat each other the way we are now.
now i seem to find fault in everyone and everything k this is shitty. i want to go back to chungcheng.
i miss 2dL'08. since i can't, talking to cch-turned-tj people might help in one way or another, but now things have turned for the worse, and i feel like i'm falling into some black pit of never ending worries.
you're a new worry now.
how am i going to sleep peacefully from now on?

man this sucks
):

2009-08-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

i'm very very confused.
very.
very.
very.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
Person #1- sorry, for only talking to you when it's really late at night, and then making you stay up just to comfort me or talk while finishing up your long assignments as well, although you always seem willing to talk. what hurts the most is when i see you at school, and when we walk past each other, we seem like total strangers, not even mentioning a word of hello, and things are over in a second. i'm not even sure how i'm supposed to be feeling about this now. Confused.

Person #2- look, i never noticed you. never. but the two conversations today really made me realise something. i'm not sure if that's how things should go, but i shall just avoid you, period. I really have no idea what my priorities are right now.

Person #3- sorry for saying that. I was aware that it was an insult to you, but i still said it to you. I just don't know how to put words across these days. sorry, i didn't mean to make you feel that way, but now that it has happened, i believe the least i could do is offer you this sincere apology. And no, don't think too much about it alrights. just keep it, and treat it as a token of appreciation.

2009-08-26T03:51:00.000-07:00

eh, so many people commenting in school about what they saw in my blog post. if you already read it off my blog................ WHY NEVER TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

):

life currently sucks cuz there's essay to do everyday, but things seem to be getting better cuz i just lost 2 kg! current weight is 4Xkg BWAHAHA. fine whatever. should be thanks to Ramadan, or training. i really was short of sugar today so had to leave training at 5.30 before i blacked out ):
side note;[4 kg to go! (:]

oh did anyone notice that XOXO ily looks like XOX Oily. k thats what i decoded from the words on the table in lit room.

I BOUGHT BADGES FOR ALL THREE OF YOU.
and no i don't like either of the three of them.
wow 3 scandals can happen in a day -.-

2009-08-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

Okay Valerie had a super powerful hiccup which made her fall off the chair and cause the entire quiet house to have an echo and make her sister rush out of her room to check if there were any robbers haha. okay retarded but true.

oh samantha just ignore her k, when it comes to these kind of important stuff she really wants you to give her all the shit you can make. so yeah just give and take alrights (: i'll be here if you really can't stand her (:
cuz, sabai sabai! hahaa okay whatever.

HERE'S TO RACHEL:
here's my new IDE teacher. doesn't she look friendly? ignore the fact that she has that frown on her face but constantly laughs to herself and the fact that she has a fetish for the colour BLACK.

okay shut up.
fml.

2009-08-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE HONEYBUN!
hope you like the plunger.

:D

goodbye and have a nice day.

2009-08-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

8 things in mind now.
1. there's too much homework to be done.
2. i haven't done any homework.
3. there's guzheng lesson in an hour's time and i havent practised.
4. i dont know what i've been doing the past 2 days.
5.i dreamt that i became a setter.
6. tomorrow's jasmine's birthday, then pwnie's on friday.
7. Friday's gonna be a blast.
8. Facebook is getting boring.
9. no there's only 8 things in mind, not 9!

yeah, well this sucks)))))))))))))): i've been on and off sick for the past week and i don't care if i die i refuse to see a doctor cuz they do scary things to you like poke you with needles and what not and well too bad for me then i havent gone to collect my contacts for the past month and now specs make me look white and nerdy and this blog has suddenly be revived for no reason and i miss the clique all of a sudden and i'm suddenly thinking of bird thong chai's sabai sabai.

yeah and i'm going on a diet! it's not new news (:D) but yeah if i want 6kg gone, then i'll make sure 6kg is gone before next year's orientation. damn, i need to get rid of these flabby arms. if they get any flabbier they can fan the bbq pit i tell you.
OKAY! shall end here. nothing much to say anyway.

2009-08-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

EPIC.

2009-06-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

Far Away- Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.

2009-06-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

picked jocelyn, daniel and seraph from windy heights and drove to ecp together. heh we were the first to reach the pit, but we saw jk stoning there alrd. hah, we walked ALL THE WAY FROM AREA F BACK TO AREA D, then rented bikes and cycled from d-g, then back from d-g to back to F. haha it was..............................fun (: by the time we came back, daniel told us that actually he was supposed to meet his friends at pasir ris instead of ecp -.- dam blur right? totally wrong page man (: then he just stayed with us, together with darren and darryl foo (: oh well then after that me, xinyi and jocelyn went to build sandcastle, daniel suggested we help this small boy build his sandcastle. obviously we didnt la. then after that me jo and xinyi went to soak our feet in the water for like.......... an hour (:

it was really nice to just stay in the water and forget everything else. until someone came.

you know what now i just don't feel like blogging already.

you never change, and i know you never will. it's really hard to even stay friends with you.

2009-06-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

haha yesterday was my birthday.
IT SUCKED BECAUSE......
ECONOMIC CRISIS
i didn't recieve as many presents as last year. so far, the nicest is my new domokun bag hahaha dam cute kk. and i'm dam scared of ruzanna's "PLAN". eherm. oh well, economic crisis= not many people are gonna spend on me. ):
JUNE COMMON TESTS
commin up real soon. so i guess most people won't be able to go out for movie etc(ABI!DRAG ME TO HELL.) yeah i guess no outing means not much presents too. so i'll prolly have to wait til next year ): no wait, there's gonna be june common test every year! dammit. i got to wait til i'm out of TJC???!?!?!?!!?
walao unfair la.
THAT PERSON DIDN'T WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND TEO SHAO HONG FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY.
she didn't even say happy birthday la c'mon. at least i asked tabitha to help me wish cos i deleted her number. and then i ask myself, are we really gonna be quits? i couldn't help but stare at my phone the whole day wishing she would at least send a message saying how much she hates me or soemthing. just a message would do....................... but none came anyway.
and teo shao hong you bad twinnie how could you forget my birthday!! 10 june leyyyy special day. (i swear i didn't forget yours okay, my mind just lagged for a week! i swear! heh :D)

however,
IT ROCKED BECAUSE......
GIANT DOMOKUN BAG I SWEAR I CAN'T GET OVER THIS
this really nice tote-ish bag with a giant domo face on it. crap it's so cute i could just......................eat it up. hahaha. man it's reaaaaaaally very cute!! and it feels like a towel too. so it's soft and nice (: i shall use it as a school bag.
MR NOSY
my sis got me one of the gachapon thingies luh, and i got MR NOSY I SWEAR I LOVE HIS NOSE I WANTED MR NOSY FOR SUCH A LONG TIME! HAHA THANKS SIS FOR DOMOKUN AND NOSY. i shall name them greane and nathaniel respectively.
THE MEP THINGY
okay i don't know if the 7 of you knew about the surprise thingy, but thanks to MS LAU, ABIGAIL, WEILING, TABITHA, VANESSA, RACHEL, SAMANTHA & ENOCH for the nice brownie and the 7 other little thingies that came with it!and for singing a birthday song. and saying that now i'm old. and p.s, yes ms lau the brownie was really nice, and please don't throw a sheep at me in facebook! hahaha anyway yeah, it really was a significant occurance on my birthday. thanks mep-ers! (:
ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES
thanks for all the wishes, i shall just thank you all here cos i'm too lazy to reply to all your tags and wall posts-.- yeah anyway to those seniors/ people i don't really talk to, thanks for still wishing me happy birthday. and to those who didnt wish me, never mind, cos i know you still looove me (:

so obviously there are more good points than bad ones huh.
oh well,.

2009-06-05T21:30:00.001-07:00

BACK FROM OBS.

only a few picutres taken cos we only got back our phones on the last day. i think this is gloria's phone pictures.

last but not least....

RAFFLES<3

day 1 and day 2 didn't do much, some height elements and rock climbing and trust fall only. and packing up the freaking raffles store room which was filled with cockroaches and ants etc.it was dam gross i tell you. seriosuly day 1 and 2 don't have much to write about. cos it was quite mild, still getting to know teacher etc.

day 3 was land expedition, and we trekked up to the next camp, actually, it wasn't that bad although we were all carrying 10kg worth of stuff on our backs (: i'm surprised i didn't die. THE DISTANCE WAS DAM LONG SERIOUSLY and i wasn't the last person to reach the top!! i was one of the first few in raffles okay (: samantha kept feeling giddy. hope you're better alrd kkk we really have bonded in this camp (: we've bonded so much until i actually found some of your clothes inside my personal bag -.- i'll give it back to you when school reopens kkk. haha. oh then we had maggi noodle for dinner, but we didn't finish it cos raffles totally put in 10 packets of noodles into one pot while sea ex leaders had meeting. so me and sam didnt eat much. i think we threw the noodle into a plastic bag and hung it on a tree. hahaha.

DAY 4 IS SERIOUSLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.we had our sea expedition and trekked back to camp 2 to get our kayaks. it was about a 45 minute trek with our 10kg bags again. haha. kayaking is the funnest bestest Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious thing on earth i tell you, i swear across my left boob.it rocks especially much when you're navigator and you're leading 2 groups (RAFFLES and NILA UTAMA) 9 triyaks and 2 kayaks (: haha sze wei yingzhen and me went too fast so we had to keep waiting for the rest of the fleet to catch up. while waiting we ate the oranges in the plastic bag until me and sze wei had stomachache >< and we got lost in the mangrove and swamp so we took up more time than expected to leave that area :/ but when we left,RALEIGH and TENZING came into the swamp and since we already had the prediction that it would be low tide when we left the swamp, they got into the swamp with nothing much but mud on the ground and they had to use more energy to push their kayaks lololololol. abigail told me that she accidentaly splashed the shit-pee water on kianleong i swear i laughed this much when i heard about it. seriously she said there was a toilet bowl there covered in shit and pee. imagine how exciting it is (: well anyway me and the other 2 navigators gave up on the map halfway, just kayaked based on instinct and amazingly we managed to leave the swamp and enter the sea! HAHA but our fleet slowed down so much, and rested after 45 minutes you know, i don't know why they found it tiring. steven and samantha suddenly picked up so much speed and overtook us so we threatened to capsize them. haha felicia and cherie still owe us 10 more capsizes cos they kept overtaking us. WE ACTUALLY SAW A JELLYFISH YOU KNOW! it was so cute with it's tenticles and all blobbing with the waves hahahahha i wanted to grab it with my paddle hahahaha. then soon we got bored of waiting for the fleet, so mine, steven's and someone's triyaks raced back to shore, then A SUPER MALU THING HAPPENED OKAY. this guy on a speedboat came along and blasted through the speaker "INSTRUCTOR KIAH HONG WANTS TO SEE VALERIE AND THE 2 OTHER KAYAKS NOW, PLEASE GO BACK TO HIS KAYAK. " and he repeated it, and we had to go back all the way to instructor from the shore ): haha then we got this small scolding which wasn't really traumatising but yeah, we soon forgot about it luh. haha. then we went back to shore and the sea ex leaders were called forward to speak about our success story-.- so 8 of us were in the middle of a big circle with the whole cohort staring at us :/ then good thing was that soon, everyone was asked to say something to their kayak partners. oh well. then we went to bathe and pitch our tents.

for dinner we cooked something nice okay, burnt rice. then we presented our dinner to kiah hong and he actually ate it (: haha so happy. then xieke said that the food was like shit and we should clear it. what the hell right?we actually decorated it as a group while he was rotting at one corner or something. then at night he took his inflatable pillow and whacked my head twice.we all had enough of him already la then i scolded him and he tried to talk back la i tell you i was SO TEMPTED to tell him there was an insect near his eye and take the repellent and spray it in his face. i was this close to doing that okay, the insect repellent was already in my hands. samantha said she and steven got a shock by me cos they didnt know i was talking to xk lols. i think maybe they thought i was mad. rachel pissed some of the 1b people off too.

day 5 was terrible. worst day. cos obs is over ): we were supposed to meet at 6.30 in the morning with kiah hong then we WOKE UP AT 6.45 HAHAHAHAHA.then only a few of us had woken up so we called the rest to quickly come. the were walking slowly so we screamed "RAFFLES HURRY UP! WE'RE ONE HOUR LATE!" then instructor alton happened to walk past us so he said "wa, you all dam honest sia." hahaha eh then we all gathered with kiah hong then we went to clear up the store, unpitch tents, clear the ponchos and all. we lost quite a few items but kiah hong was nice enough you donate his tent peg to our store so we didnt have to pay for that one (: haha oh funny thing we had our journal writing thing again, then samantha was bored of writing already, then she said"aiya sian la i just blog about the rest la!" then we all started laughing. oh and i'm so sorry kiah hong i broke your pen! hahaha. steven sat beside me in the circle so he was disturbing me about my "sense of achievement". haha cos he read my journal and saw that i kept writing sense of achievement. so he copied me then laugh to himself -.- after that we packed our things and went back to punggol jetty. sad right ): but we took the final raffles group picture and said the kiah hong cheer(wrongly) HAHAHAH.

i wonder if you know
why khoo kiah hong so pro
if you see him
and you know him
and you know his voice so low
khoo kiah hong
instructor...
khoo kiah hong
instructor...

yeah that's our cheer for kkh >< haha his voice is very low and some say manly you know! (divya) HAHAHAHAHA (: kiah hong says thanks for the compliment. lols. I WANT TO BE AN OBS INSTRUCTOR, it seems very fun yet stretching.hmm, i miss obs already! haha hope that next time we can go back to obs (:

market day & class bbq

2009-05-26T17:58:00.001-07:00

oh my god, market day was dam fun. i can't believe we earned...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
120 dollars.okay actually it isn't that much if you split it between 3 people and deduct seed money. so i only earned......20++bucks. heh.

oh btw please remember class bbq is on 8 june@ ecp.

p/s felicia chua dun dao me you kuku.

p/s/s nigel tan like you care if your parents dun allow.

i can't believe adam lost

2009-05-21T19:07:00.001-07:00

omg it's been so long since i went into blogger.

I FREAKIN CANT BELIEVE ADAM LOST TO KRIS ALLEN HE SUCKS CAN WTH DAM UNFAIR. I DUN CARE IS ADAM IS GAY OR SOMETHING THEY SHULD HAVE LET HIM WON OKAY DAM UNFAIR.

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haha i found this windows sidebar thing where i can BLOG withuot opening windows! haha this is so cool man! lols ok i feel so suaku or something i dun care. but yeah i found one for facebook too! is this cool or what (: haha omg now is like ide eek i'm supposed to be paying attention. but it's so frickin boring or something.

oh btw my group will be selling muffins and fries and fruit punch okay if you buy i give discount haha okay whatever, just come to buy luh k, under lt2 haha (:

oh damn i shouldn't have joined market and finance.

oh ps patrick for not going for 29 may. heh, okay i got to go back to study alrd. i'm a good girl (: I WANT TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN SHALEEN I NEED YOUR HELP.

2009-05-09T21:14:00.000-07:00

HAHA just to let those ppl know if i've tagged your blog with a random word e.g cow/shiny/ pillow i just wanted to attract your attention to tag my blog HAHAHAH. oh and btw my blog is only for IE.

2009-05-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

OKAY FACEBOOK TOTALLY HAS WIERD QUIZZES.
i'm supposedly 50 years old when i'm only FIFTEEN. i don't get why others can be 9 or 13 or 6. and i'm THE BIG 5-0.

AND

the best job for me is a BANKER. i can't even handle my own allowance for a day. not to mention handling other people's money.

oh boredom.
i don't get the point of exams. ( NO LINK)
who would bother about studies anyway.
totally no link to the outside world.
it's not as if anyone's gonna ask you what a human body consists of.
no one's gonna ask you how much force a book applies on a table.
no one's gonna ask you why the japanese left singapore -.-

but damnit. we just gotta know it right?

2009-05-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

hello! school sucks (:

i need clothes.
i need money.
i need a polaroid camera.
i need a new pencil case.
i need to et over somethings.
i need to stop looking dao.
i need to have my side parting fringe back.
i need to grow taller.
i need to lose mass.
i need to go back to cch.
i need to be a bimbo.
i need a new phone.
i need more songs.
i need a new bag.
i need to be cuter.
i need to be smarter.
i need to repaint my room.
i need to get chocolate fixed.
i need a 2dl class outing.
i need a new guzheng string no.8.
i need a new chair.
i need a volleyball air pump.
i need a new eraser.

okay it just gets more and more random. but yeah i really need all of this to be fully motivated to set my new list of i-needs.

and btw i feel dam poor. but at least i feel cuterer :D

2009-05-01T21:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D
it's been a LONG LONG time since i last blogged, right?
i'm supposed to be doing mep homework now........
and i found ms lau's FACEBOOK!
haha i dont know why i sound so happy today.
anyway there's piano later. and i havent practised ):
oh.
when is clique 15 outing?
and PLEASE, join the msn and facebook clique 15 group okay! for those in clique 15 la.
oh, let's go watch the xmen movie together!(:

2009-04-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

yes i saw this on learning's blog. i think it's very nice too(:

七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着
——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。
要好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……
不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……
不要随意地说出对不起……

yeah don't complain if your chinese ain't good cos mine isn't any better. but i still understand this. so treasure the person in front/beside/ behind you alrights(:

don't make a girl fall for you if you don't intend to catch her fall

2009-04-25T23:18:00.001-07:00

chinatown trip was...........................fun.
me and valerie were both sick, so we were going to be late. end up rachel was the only one who was early!(compared to us)
when we were somewhere near city hall, kianleong smsed and said he was REACHING tampines.
we were like ................. 0.0
yeah, you get the point. so the 3 of us went to macs first. took our breakfast, which i couldn't finish and they said i was siao ): it was a whole sausage mcmuffin w/o egg. it was really filling luh! and i don't get it. the wrapper says w/o egg but i opened it and a giant piece of egg stared at me and smiled. i just don't get it.(still)
then when we were eating, kl smsed us that he was at people's park complex -.- that guy is dam spastic, he went the wrong way! heh.
then me, rach and val started entertaining ourselves by saying all the old men and women walking past were kian leong.
rachel: eh valerie(ngieng), kl come liao. (points to the outside)
valerie(ngieng): huh where.
then she turn everytime we tell her that kl come le. she was so anxious. hmmm(:
oh btw it was some old man that walked past.
although it was dam hot and stuffy and DISGUSTING at chinatown, i still had fun cos of my girlfs, yes that includes kl.
p.s: sorry for whacking you twice on the back.

AFTER CHINATOWN, val went back and only left me rach and kl. we went to vivo, and walked around, but nothing much. went to walk around the electronic store, then he was telling us about the mouses that they sold, were dam pro. something about normal mouse move at 500 plus something, while these mouses moved 4000 +..... something like that. then me and rachel decided to tell him that we saw si hui yufong they all watching movie. and he believed us! heh. nah if you're reading this, it was just a joke luh, they weren't there. then we went to eat lunch at bk. me and rachel just ate some of his fries. had 3 ppl h2h talk.which was kinda wierd cuz we digressed to body muscles.
then we walked around a bit more. but we left cos there was nothing much to do alrd. we got onto the trainnn. and i sat btwn rach and kl cos i didnt want to sit at the corner and i didnt want to sit beside the hairy man. so rachel got the hairy man and kl got the corner(:
THENNNNNNN OMG THIS TOTALLY SUCKS.
donut burst and landed at kl's ass, which was dam gross. yeah dam sad, rachel was laughing away and kl didn't even know what was happening): somehow, the explosion was dam loud but nobody heard, and the ride continued...): man, my poor donut ): when we reached the stop kl got off the seat and i saw half of my donut there ): totally deflated man.

heh i need to shop for more clothes. my closet has no more clothes (that's cos i'm going to give them all away i don't care)

oh man.
god,please give me a day for shopping and more time to think through things):

2009-04-25T00:58:00.000-07:00

CHINATOWN

i liked this pic cos it made my legs look long.

that's how we said our lines so smoothly!

valerie KNEW i was taking the picture.she just chose to look unglam.

hello there chinatown.

who's that?

RACHEL ONG

NGIENG

SOME OTHER TAKEN-DUN-KNOW-WHEN PICS.

MY TWIN SISTER

PAPAMAMABABY DOMO!

BOBBY AND DONUT.

2009-04-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

SICK.
and i still have to go to chinatown tomorrow.
HOW.SUCKY.IS.THAT.
and my mum forbids me to eat anything but porridge/soup.
i'm thinking of cutting my hair and getting extensions. but yeah i don't think now's the right time.
that crazy woman keeps catching us for our skirts, and our skirts are not short at all, they're longer than rapunzel's hair. that old woman can go kill herself.
nowadays i really don't know what to blog about. my current TA life is just studying, projects, going to bedok market and that's it.
man i had the weirdest dream last night. i can't really say it here though :/

oh yeah.i feel stupid.
i managed to find merchant of venice book at popular. so i can return shaojie his book. but when i wanted to write my name on the new book, i wrote it on shaojie's instead. so yeah, sorry. i'll give you the new book on monday.gah i feel so idiotic.

oh my. i hope we can quickly complete our script for chinese.
but for now, i need my dinner.

[/edit]
Princess Valerie says:
*hey what if i can't make it tmrw
RACHEL; says:
*i will kill you, chop you, cook you eat you
Princess Valerie says:
*and shit me like the shit i am
RACHEL; says:
*and shit you like the shit you are.
Princess Valerie says:
*i know
*HAHAHA

2009-04-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

OH SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TELLING ME I AM TOO VULGAR. tsk.
even my mum said so................................................

i shall stop using vulgarities, and i shall stop trying to get back at people, you know who you are. cos now, i shall believe in one new thingy:
retribution comes to you at the moment you least expect it(= so i can just sit here and watch without doing anything.

so yeah, you'll be seeing a nicer Valerie (:

oh and there's physics test tomorrow~~~ omgomg i haven't studied yet.

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i went back to chungcheng with tabby abi and weiling today! haha, they went to collect yearbook. then i went to walk walk with abigail when weiling and tabby took their lunch in the cch canteen.
then i went to first floor. i saw javier! and i said hi.haha he looks different.
then i went to play piano with abigail. the piano's really out of tune.
then i went to tour around old block.
then i went first floor, and saw some friends having lesson.
then i went second floor, and turned right at the middle stairs. immediately when i reached second floor, an unexpected disappointment came out of the male toilet and turned around.
then he saw me.
then i saw him.
he stared at me for a while.
i didn't even bother to say hi.
then i walked off.
then i turned around and he was gone.
no regrets.
then i carried on with my tour around 3rd and 4th floor.
then daniel and felicia called me to go to 3gr.
then there was this bonding session between tab and daniel! aww.
then i went back to second floor, hoping to catch a glimpse of hope,if it was still there.
then jiahang messaged me.
then i did something i shouldn't have done even if i wanted to forget things.
i lied about our friendship, something that lasted a long time, for 2 whole years.
i lied that i wasn't even close to you, i didnt even talk to you.

OH WELL. then i went to the piaaaano again. and then when playing, i saw disappointment again. he looked different, but almost the same as he did in sec 1. light brown, with his big eyes and more ruffled hair. it was almost as if i couldn't recognise him anymore.

just ignore the small little words in this post okay(:

now people on facebook are also unsure if i am a guy or girl. ohmylawd am i really that vulgar):....................................

2009-04-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

BORED.

TEN ARE YOU(S)
1. Are you single – Yes, and happy about it.
2. Are you happy – Yes.
3. Are you bored –YES!
4. Are you fair –not as fair as last time.
5. Are you Italian –No. i think they have wierd accent.
6. Are you intelligent – HAHAHA duh.
7. Are you honest –YES DEFINITELY WHY WOULD I EVER LIE?*pants* HAHA I'M SUCH AN HONEST PERSON!*smiles* oh btw i'm a man in disguise.
8. Are you nice - depends on who i'm talking to.
9. Are you Irish –NO.
10. Are you Asian –no i'm african.

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name – Valerie wong li QQQQing.
2. Nicknames- Ralevie/kuku/WONG/wongster etc.
3. Birth place - My mum
4. Hair color – UBER BLACK,
5. Natural hair style – slightly Wavy
6. Eye colour – Middle brown
7. Birthday – 10 june 94
8. Mood – oh shit i need to bathe now guzheng lesson's in half an hour's time.
9. Favorite color – none.
10. One place you'd like to visit – i dunno la.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – i dunno.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Yes.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – dunno.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – the sky is blue.
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart – the grass is green.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken –my phone is pink.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – idk
8. Are you afraid of commitment - yes.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Cloud
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – Cloud

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust – Love
2. Hard liquor or beer – Wine
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - bffs.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy.
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen(1 + cil)
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out.
8. Money or Happiness – both?
9. Night or day – Night.
10. IM or phone – Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – duh.
2. Seen a polar bear – cch teacher.
3. Done something you regret – no.
4. Bungee jumped – everyday.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – 3 second rule!(:
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – i can put 5 in my mouth.
7. Been caught naked – yes. but that was in p1 so doesn't really count right?
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – kill him.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – no i tried cutting my hamster in half after he died cos iknow he wouldn't feel pain. I WAS P3. you can't blame me.
10. Wanted to disappear – whenever i want to.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - smile
2. Light or dark hair – dark hair that i can play with
3. Hugs or kisses – hugs.
4. Shorter or taller – Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – attraction
6. Topman or Zara – Zara AND topman.
7. Funny or serious - Funny.
8. Older or Younger – Older
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad – Baweet.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - duh.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - sometimes.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – yes.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – yes...............
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team – no.
6. Ever been on a dance team – no.
7. Ever been on a sports team – almost.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – yes, nobody can forget the end of sec one manzxsxzx.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – i have 3 Bentleys. okay i'm kidding.
10. Ever been in a rap video? – no-.-

TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – accidentaly called brandon.
2. Last person you hugged – Cloud.
3. Last person you hung out with – MEP-ers.
4. Last time you worked –ZZ I DON'T WORK.
5. Last person you talked to – mum.
6. Last person you IM'd - i don't.
7. Last person you texted – SingYan
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – CHI BI. omg i havent gone for a movie in such a long time. anyway movies are a waste of money.
9. Last person/thing you missed –TUESDAY(:
10. Last website visited-FB.

STILL BORED. ohwell. anyway, this lousy junior thinks he's some kind of pro shit la.

AND don't come tjc. even if i don't humiliate you, your seniors will. anyway, enjoy your days in cch. hope you have fun.don't be another clarence or milton, SUDARNO. anyway i shouldn't talk to you now i have more important things to do. BYE~

2009-04-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

damn, my tagboard's really dead that even abigail's bad breath can't save it.

a few days ago, i suddenly thought of E.V.I.L from spongebob squarepants. at first when i told rachel the meaning of E.V.I.L, she didn't get it, and i was laughing on my own like some madwoman.now she's the one getting high over it. so yeah, anyway, the meaning isn't that hard, it's just Every Villian Is Lemons.
if you still don't get it.....................................
Every
Villian
Is
Lemons,

try figuring out what words these few meanings come from:
All Baboons Into Gayness Are In Love
When Everything Is Lost, I Never Guava
Rain And Clouds Have Evil Linings
My Secret . Lover Always Underwear
Step Over My Yellow Apricot

HAHA yeah stupid senseless things like this always make me high(: okay why am i blogging? i should be studying for test tmrw. HAHAHA okay bye~

2009-04-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

yeah, this might be old news, but yeah, i got my bangs done!

now i'm as sexy as sexy can be. HAHAHA. okay whatever.

anyway, today got this guzheng performance at the esplanade, hope no one i know was there, cos apparently,
i only played 4/7 songs
i had a plait
i wore a freaking pink dress
i had a wierd fringe
there were 2 madmen there
and i walked past the audience while the rest were performing.

yeah i guess that's a list of the unglamness of tonight.

oh well, another performance on friday please go support but close one eye if i screw up(:

2009-04-06T07:07:00.000-07:00

okay i'm still left with ath homework which i have NO MOOD TO DO.
after he told me about her liking you too, i gave up all hope.
maybe i'll turn lesbian.

2009-04-03T22:02:00.000-07:00

SPORTS DAY

ignore the last one. i don't know why but i look dao/sian in all the pictures. AND I JUST REALISED I LOOK LIKE A MAN.OH WELL. not really in the mood for typing, so just let the pictures do the talking.
going for emma kirkby's performance tonight!

i've always been cheated on.why?
and i can't like you, it's so...wrong.

2009-04-02T03:17:00.000-07:00

HEH I'M BACK! AND mY LETTER M HAS A PROBLEM SO SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR ANY TYPOS!

anyway school has been okay the past few days. and i've not been getting uch tags. i think i'm starting to get really annoying in school and that people are hating e now so they don't tag. oh well. anyway, i found out soething today! brandon and jasmine and chrystal go to the same church! how cool is that, haha okay. i've been oodswinging the whole day. before break, i was da high. after break i got emo until lunch. i only got high during MEP!

sorry rachel for making you move to the back!and SHIT, i don't like ****** *** okay. and i can't believe you know him too! and please, dun spout nonsense la. i just think his muscles are dam imba:O

and charmaine, i can't wait for our shopping date :D

2009-03-28T23:04:00.000-07:00

i swear my chinese group rocks.
ngieng,ong,wong and kl make the best team okay.each of us are entertaining in our own way, and for some reason, sick. we finally managed to bond better during the chinatown learning journey. oh and rachel i hope you're not still spooked about the lion dance and opera thingy! haha forget it la they won't haunt you all the way from chinatown to pasir ris!
on the way back to home, it was dam funny. we did our senseless riddling again! this time with 1c people too. me,valerie,rachel,weiling, tabitha, michelle and nicholas went on the first train. julliana left first la, i dunno where she go. then the 1c people get the riddles dam fast la! dam pro. haha, then i realised that valerie and i are really "twins" can. both were from 2d'08, 1b'09, both like purple, both are VALERIE, both live at kembangan! how cool is that man. haha. and both in the same chinese group! haha.
kianleong is funny la, he did the teletubbies thing, which me and rachel found dam funny. if you're like, pure you won't get it.

i think jaiho is a really nice song la, okay that was random. but really! it's nice, isn't it? if you haven't caught slumdog millioniare,please, PLEASE go and catch it with me! cos i havent watched it too (:

oh and the outing on 9 april is cancelled. this is god's message that i should stay away from you.

and people, there's nothing scandalous about wanting to date a water polo player.
and no, i do not mean enoch.
-.-

can i have your number? i lost mine.
oh no, not in love with tuesday again,

2009-03-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

i need to focus on my studies,
forget everything else.
that means you, Rainbow.

good bye world.

2009-03-17T00:25:00.001-07:00

well, i'm really not in the mood for updating, and so i won't update. i'll be away from blogger for a while. in the meantime,
http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html.
if you're bored.

you're at camp, i'm at camp.
you said this is a closed chapter,
have you thought if it was closed to me?
no you didn't, you didn't at all.

2009-03-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

i totally copied and pasted this from ruzanna's blog.that explains the horrendous colour combination:)

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those that are tagged cannot refuse.
C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

EVERYONE!!!

START!

1. What have you been doing recently?
yeapps, service learning. and lots of sms(:

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope, never (:

3. What happened at 10am today?
went to school! saw rachel, abigail, sister and charmaine at the uglier mushroom.

4. When did you last cry?
Last night.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
no.

6. What do you want in your life now?
councillor camp.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Walk in the rain. but if i don't feel like i'll just brandish my umbrella.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
you know i know~ sms!

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
fbtttts.

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
i'm not sure. i think they're called messages(?) -.-

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
I don't really do well in relationships anyway. before i even try to make it complicated it just ends. which is a bad thing. i think i'm jinxed.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
ew no.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
was it yesman? watched it with the clique(:

14. What are you proud of?
the fact that i'm from chung cheng.

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say
At ferst i tot you daoing me lei ><

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
diva. HAHAHAHAH ._______.

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
of course. heh. but don't remind me o.o
18. What does the newest text say?
Not all rivers la. And now i chionging homework may not reply you soon k.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11:11. i remembered cos 11:11 means someone is thinking of you (:

20. Are you currently happy?
not really ):

21. Who gives you the best advise?
STEVEN HALIM. eh it's true lor. everything he says comes true. well, most of it.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i don't like whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
nobody. but i was smsing a few people.

24. Is something bugging you now?
yes.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
leon fleisher! have you seen the way he conducts the orchestra?

HAHAHA, okay i'm done with this quiz(which i have probably done over a thousand times).

2009-03-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

i heard that talentime ended really late. jj said it ended at midnight but someone else said it ended about 10. haha. maybe cos he's in comm or something.
ARCHERY.
is dam.fun.

sorry for the blurness of the pic. for more info look at linying's blog cos i'm too freaked out about the ant incident.

leon fleisher's performance was great too. i had a great second-row view of his ass. Three songs in 2.5 hours. smsing throughout the whole thing, cos it wasn't my kind of music. but my mum says that to be a great musician you must be able to appreciate all kinds of music.heh okay. and the performance was worth it, you could see his wife in her hot disco pants.okay me and rachel were laughing and bulling throughout the performance.

Lynette's birthday today, celebrated it a cafe cartel. MAN WE'RE ALL GONNA GAIN MASS. haha, happen the table beside ours also got an 18 year birthday for someone else. haha.
well, that's i for my post. keep the constant tagging my blog is dead beyond death! omg, councillor camp on thursday!

2009-03-14T18:16:00.000-07:00

PREVIEW OF NEXT POST
- archery!
- leon fleisher's concert!
- how bored i am!

anticipate.

2009-03-08T04:37:00.002-07:00

HAIRCUT.

i told her not to change my hair length but she still removed like 4 inches? wth? ta ma de she sucks la. now my hair is all sprawled over my back.i can't get over this la i can't even tie my hair properly to school!

our group is done with humanities! now we have to do bio ): so much projects pouring in? i hate service learning.

sometimes i wish i wasn't fat.i need to lose mass, seriously. i aim to lose 5kg by the end of term 2. IT'S POSSIBLE, i know it is. haha.

oh, piano piece.epilogue, reunion is really nice. go learn it.

instrumental talentime?

2009-03-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

i am finally DONE with humanities(: now all that's left is bio and chinese! hah yay, oh xieke's going back to china in june ): my birthday leh.

oh, on that note. i'll be celebrating my birthday far far away in germany and not in singapore! oh well, with the other mep students i guess. oh sabrina! we can't celebrate our birthday together):
means, no birthday bash.no presents. SIAN LA. i won't even get the 30x30 RULER thing they wanted to give me. haha. pathetic.

I'M LIKE, CHIONGING CHINESE TUITION HOMEWORK NOW. i've been online and so addicted to the com that i've only done 4 questions.heh. PET SOCIETY IS DAM FUN OKAY!
oh i need more pictures. i always seem to take pictures of me in wierd unglam spots and poses and clothes. LOL?
oh i spent $15 on stationery with ruz at the bookshop. haha. every one had the same reaction. but i don't get it- whats wrong with 15 bucks? lol.
oh ya, linying, just go to your facebook profile, scroll all the way down, make a new badge then copy html. very simple, if you still dunno, then ask me in school i help you (:

talentime is on friday night, apparently me and weining can't go. how sucky is that right? all thanks to tuition tuition tuition-.-
and i'd rather support the duet than you.it's a good thing i can't go. i don't have to see your face.
but why did i not feel this way when i saw you on friday,?
mixed feelings.
sian.

2009-03-06T21:59:00.000-08:00

mad world. says:
*daoing*
Jeremy - 0|-| '/35 1 (4|\| \/4|_3|213 says:
*daoing your dao*
mad world. says:
*daoing at someone for daoing me then lying then admitting then i dao him then he try to dao my dao so i dao him back again*

omg, so much work to clearrr!!!!! humanities, bio notes, bio project, chinese assignments, my class project, my country project, my college project, my world project etc. OMG.

and xieke is going back to china in june! this is so random. but yeah. HAHAHA.

2009-03-03T21:57:00.000-08:00

TIANSHU, stop saying vulgar words. it's NOT good. and we've told you many times alrd, if you won't listen then say all you want. don't tell me f*** you bitch, when i didn't even do anything. you said you were joking, ya la whatever. even if joking, don't need to say until like that right. well, like charmaine said, can't blame you, youre just a china boy.

anyway, my tablet keeps losing battery real fast. and i'm going to cut bangs! HAHAHAHA, this brings back memories from sec 1. HAHAHAH. now everyone's like having bangs :/ haha. and i'm gonna thin my hair.

we just came back from lunch and weiling said she heard someone saying " a good poem is one that rhymes"
she heard rhymes as _____.

anyway, my resolution's still going strong.

2009-02-27T22:50:00.000-08:00

RACHEL; says:
*smoking hott
*but 12345 hotter
*but then, 67890 has his hot ass
67890 burns at touch. says:
*omg
*you touch b4?
*omg *jealous*
RACHEL; says:
*yeah, i CARESSED it
*damn smooth
67890 burns at touch. says:
*HAHAHA
*omg what about 12345
RACHEL; says:
*LOL he has piercing eyes
*and he can excite atoms
*:D

RACHEL, i dominate your life with sickness. but you dominate my world.

2009-02-27T19:47:00.001-08:00

well, i'm just gonna ignore the stalking.
melinda tai, so coincidental, you just told me about brian being stalked.tsk.

HAHAHA. okay whatever. anyway, NEXT WEEK ROCKS. an so does the next next week!

2009-02-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

i'm being STALKED.
oh, someone save me.
well, thanks learning, for telling me you were once stalked by an indian guy.
well, thanks weiling, for trying to help me, telling me to ignore him.
well, thanks rachel, who guessed that i was being stalked and actually got it right.
well, thanks weining, for laughing at me.

one who mistreated, one who loves and tries, and one who stalks?

3?too many for 1.

OH WELL.

2009-02-25T07:34:00.000-08:00

"eh, happy belated birthday"
passes gift.
"the box dam nice la!you dont want can give me,haha."
stares at each other.
"you wan you take la"
throws gift back at me.
"walao take it. dam ex, we didn't buy it for nothing."
"aiya then you keep la!"
okay, seriously, i don't know, and don't CARE, is it them that changed you, or is it just you being dam freaking kp.
and even if YOU don't care how i feel, at least think how she feels. right?
and you don't say hi happily to a person you kp-ed at after flagraising when she walks past your class.get it?

AND, you do not apologise/ explain/ whatever to her after school.

cos she doesn't care anymore. just forget it uh.
if you didnt appreciate it before, how can you actually prove that you appreciate it now?

2009-02-24T00:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday started quite well.nothing much happened in tjc though. in fact, tjc was dam boring. then i went back to cch after that,and ended up at the wrong busstop. i had to walk through the rain til the correct busstop. then i went to the concourse, and shirlyn called me, telling me to go to 3 gr. so i met her,felicia, jocelyn and dk at the middle stairs. they brought me to 3jt(?) for some random reason, then i sqw chrystal and shaohong. haha, uhm , i went to 3GR and sat beside felicia, at fiona's seat 0.0 then suddenly the teacher come in, then i was still like, in the classroom next to felicia. then i was like omg, then some guy called joshua was dam tall and in front of me, so teacher couldnt see me. actually the teacher quite blur, cos i stand there(only one wearing black), then she so long still never see. then she suddenly say got SPOT CHECK. so when she came to me, she said "why you not from gr, coms inflitrate 3gr?" then i was like,"felicia tell me sit here." so yeah, she was like, "okay welcome" I WAS LIKE, ZOMG, WHERE GOT TEACHER LIKE THAT ONE. then felicia told me she was from srjc, so i guess she's seen worse cases. after that,they went for assembly and i sat outside waiting. then mr teo came by and complained about some of his kp students la, so i just sat there listening and giving suggestions. after he left assembly almost over. i saw JJ's new hair, which he said he actually wanted to cut botak.lol! so yeah,i told him he would look like anpanman. oh well, shirlyn came out loe, so we went to change. she worte ALL WHITE, i wore ALL BLACK. then saw someone. then tried not to talk to that person. but still said hi.

then we went to the canteen, saw jocelyn. saw that person again, then forget it, didn't want to talk or say anything. hurriedly left the canteen, went to parkway.bought steven a MONKEY, and yeah, looking for that monkey took me and shirlyn, like, an hour? lol. then she went home and i went home. then i was dam tired so i slept at 8. then i had to study for humanities test so i forced myself to wake up at 8.30 but woke up at 10.00 in the end. oh well, then studied and went back to sleep about midnight.

today, humanities test went off quite okay, i had like 10 minutes left so i gave my turtle centre parting, tabitha said i was dam calm throughout the test. write, write,write then flip paper then write somemore. lol. that's what she said. then i showed her DK'S IC PHOTO and asked her if she wanted it.lol. she didn't want it. aww. then the day went off quite well, until abigail told me that tianshu said i could lose some weight.
then here i am back home emoing.

okay then, i shall start to lose mass.

2009-02-22T00:10:00.000-08:00

WTF.
i just found out that steven has a blog.
AND considering it's almost half a year old, i still don't get why he never told me all this while.
forget it. it's not worth being angry over this.

not worth it at all.

oh, and don't worry. i'm not angry. i'm HIGHLY ECSTATIC.

i'm OFF to do more important things now.like WEEKEND HOMEWORK;

1) Maths A - Indices Homework 1
2) Maths B - Homework 1
3) Chinese mock paper test
4) Chinese zong he tian kong and find the meanings.
5) Chinese Yuan Xiao Jie project
6) Physics Worksheet
7) Biology Project
8)MEP
9)LA review.

2009-02-20T06:20:00.001-08:00

Rachel! here's eomthing for you, which is a COMPLIMENT, unlike what you dedicated to me okay.

we were talking and we changed topic to scandals in class.
someone's name has been changed for protective purposes, viewer discretion is advised.
Valerie says:rachel and inoki
谢可 says: rachel and inoki?rachel is too tall for inoki la

HAHAHA don't you feel honoured. yet another person feels you're tall.

oh and linying abigail and joey are coming over to my crib tmrw!
haha, not for fun la, obviously. oh kinda obvious, come into tjc, no more time for fun, except between lessons, which is like,still very short.
anyway, monday is chungcheng day for me! HAHAHA.
oh well. i'm off to do chinese monilianxi now. and the other chinese worksheet.and the bio presentation.and the chinese 40 words thing. oh well.

2009-02-19T03:14:00.000-08:00

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
WITH YOU- chris brown.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
蒲公英的约定- jay chou. aww. life of a flower.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
the potential breakup song- aly and aj.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
catch your wave.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
LOCO ROCO HAHAHAHHAAH.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
burnin' up- j bros. thanks ah.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
teardrops on my guitar- taylor swift.

WHAT IS 2+2?
1,2,3,4-plain white Ts. HAHA how coincidental.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
WHENEVER YOU NEED SOMEBODY-rick astley~

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKe?
beauty and the beast- HAHAHAHAHA who's that lucky ~~beast~~ guy.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
S club party. HAHAHAHAHA.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Crazy-simple plan. -.-

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
不能说的秘密- jay chou. translation= a cannot tell secret.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
王子. HUHUHUHUHUH. walao.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
disturbia-rihanna. EH SO BADDDDD.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
gatsby- EHHH SO BADDDD!!!!!EVEN WORSE THAN WEDDING?!!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
rokkugo!- no, i don't like speaking backwards.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
听妈妈的话-jay chou. HAHAH.and your mama tells you to listen to me.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
1973-james blunt. HAHA yay back to retro.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
ben ten for post-ben ten.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
stop and stare- one republic.HAHAHAH.okay..

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
love,me-collin raye

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
love me- yiruma! omg so cool! see previous question:)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
hot n cold-perry. i dont get it.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
bad day-powter. well, i guess so?

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
ding dong song- gunther HAHAHAHAHAH ooo you touch my tralala. WELL, SINCE THIS SONG IS FROM COUNCIL, i guess council likes me huh?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
embrella- rihanna feat jay z

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
symphony no.3 in E-flat maajor, op.55, "erioca." something something...

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
OMOKAGE.

Another one!!!

Go to your music player, set it to shuffle/random, and answer the following questions with the title of the FIRST song that you skip to each time. No cheating!

1. This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
grease lightning- grease.

2. I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
misery business- paramore.

3. If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
this is me. HAHAHA. true,true.

4. My love life was inspired by this song:
you and me- yiruma. not really. no love life.

5. What makes me happy is:
won't go home without you-maroon 5.

6. My parents are like the song:
spongebob-?

7. My message to the world has always been:
easy- paula deAnda.

8. My friends see me as:
Viva la Vida- coldplay. huh i still dont know what it means.haha.

10. My alter-ego is:
moonlight sonata-3rd movement. HAHAHAHA.

11. My theme song:
moonlight sonata 1st movement. HUH.

12. Right now, I feel:
dont stop the music- rhihanna.lol

13. At my funeral they'll play
voulez vous - ABBA. haha, will you?

14. Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
LOW- flo rida. hahah sure sure.

15. My best friend is like:
i got it from my mamma- will.i.am. HAHAHA. okay.

16. The best thing about me
tongue tied- faber drive. ARE YOU SURE I AM TONGUE TIED?HAHA.

17. Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
dancing in the moonlight. sure i am.

18. If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
kizuna-kamenashi kazuya. right.

19. My favorite thing to do is:
only love- trademark.

20. Highschool was like:
1973.LOL.

24. My day will be like:
dancing queen- Haha okay.

25. When I'm in the shower, I sing:
pocketful of sunshine. HAHA.

26. Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
i dont love you. HAHAHA okay.

27. At my wedding they'll play:
teenagers. OMG that would be cool(:

28. My last words will be:
green light-john legend. (give me the green light~ to die.)

2009-02-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

today i reached school at 7.45! see, i was early. but abigail still scolded me cos she came at 7.00 or something like that haha sorry i came "late"! anyway, rachel gave me a chocolate(again) today. she wants to make me as FAT as her(: anyway wen to the mushroom in the morning and saw rachel,abigail, jasmine,vanessa,linying,charmaine and ruzanna! lols, so many right. when supposed to only meet abigail. I CHIONGED MY MATH HOMEWORK, PRO RIGHT HAHAHA. oh, and mrs lim said i could change roles with people, cos i didnt have to be AV rep if i didnt want to. haha, anyway nevermind la, as long as vikhash stops saying"eh AV rep go help teacher la!"

tianshu was sleeping the whole day today. as usual. did i mention? he's dam funny. yesterday he slept in physics. then he woke up, on the tap then wash his face there. in the lab.HAHAHA. today i walked past him and ruffled his hair when he was sleeping. i don't think he even noticed.HAHA.AND HE'S SEVENTEEN.OMG.

Today i think our group was,like, dam good for humanities speech. i did the obama style, ruzanna didthe hitler style. they said that i spoke very fast? did i? i guess it's just because i could say "It shows that we are not inferior to them, and that since military defeat of European powers by an Asian power on such a large scale discredited European powers, it would shame the Dutch" really fluently and quickly.lol.i could hear that they were all like HUH ZOMG LA she dam fast, and the only OMG face i could see was from vanessa cos when i talked i was looking in her direction.lol, then teacher tell me to slow down.LOL.

haha, oh funny thing during lunch.
weiling: eh, i like my group, my group rocks cos got qingyang and vikhash!
charmaine:WHO??(seductive yet scary voice)
HAHAHAHA. VIKHASH LA! lol, scandalous (:

well, after school, abigail force me go to the SC room today.saw steven there, just daoed him.i feel bad about that luh.~~so if you ever come and read my blog you know i didnt feel good about it okay sorry~~.

after school, was really sian, so went to sit at the benches near the magical school bus. then valerie came along, and she said she had wushu practise and was all alone. so i told her, you dont need anyone, you are your best friend. so i think she got it. valerie and valerie are best friends luh!haha, and she was not alone. valerie was with her. so, valerie wong and valerie ngieng spent 10 minutes sitting next to a non-moving-painted-very-nicely-yet-very-hot-inside-but-still-cool-anyway- magical school bus(:

well, i'm home now, and g2g bathe.haha.yay.

OMG CHINESE COMPO.
OMG MEP TEST.

2009-02-15T21:07:00.000-08:00

i've got a fever, i'm hot, i can't be stopped. how hot? 38 degrees,to be exact. so sian, abigail told me today's chinese lesson was fun. considering every lesson is fun, now is funner. ok forget it what am i saying. anyway, i'm really bored at home.
SOMEONE is talking to me on msn now.
SOMEONE who should be paying attention in class instead!
SOMEONE whose birthday is coming up soon!

okay,not the point. I JUST FINISHED MY PIANO EXAM, and i think i got 120. sucks right, walao, cos i totally screwed up my sightreading and clapping. i anyhow clap,you know.nevermind la i wan quit piano le.

please,oh,please,fairy godmother,i wish for a clique outing.

2009-02-12T03:53:00.000-08:00

a. Who's the person that tagged you ?
HAIRY ONG HAHAHAHA.

b. Relationship between you & her ?
classmates,MEP SHITOU!

c. Three impressions of her ?
spastic,fierce,GAY.

d. If she becomes your enemy, you will ?
be even more scared of her!

e. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
i don't like this question.

f. Characteristic I like about myself ?
my guzheng pwns(:

g. Characteristic I hate about myself ?
sometimes very direct.

h. For the person whom you hate, you say ?
i let you win this argument cos i'm nice.

i. What do people feel about you ?
FAT,UGLY,SCARY,DAO AND LOOK LIKE 20+ years old. tsk.

j. Your crush ?
i don't like this question.

10 people to tag (alphabetical order):

1.Abigail
2.Kahbing
3.ONE BETA
4.Angelique
5.Marcus Chin
6.Valerie ngieng
7.Sabrina
8.Twin
9.Teo Nancy
10.Linying

If 5 & 7 were together ? [Marcus and Sabrina]
HAHA he got qianhui le lar.

Who does 5 like ? [Marcus]
LOL QIANHUI.

What colour does 9 like? [Weiling]
green?

Say something about 8. [Shaohong]
OMG HE ROCKS COS WE HAVE THE SAME PHONE NUMBER.

Who is 2 ? [Kahbing]
My ex classmate!

Talk about 3. [1b09]
25 SOULS!

Who is 10's best friend ? [Linying]
ME!ME!ME!ME!ME!

Who's the sexiest among all 10 ?
NUMBER 3!

What colour does 4 like ? [angelique]
ORANGE!

Is 4 single ? [Angelique]
i guess so?

Your relationship with 1. [Abigail]
lol best friends cos i say so.

Are 5 & 6 best friends ? [Marcus and Valerie]
yeah.sssssuuuurrrreee.

9's surname ? [Teo nancy]
HAHAHA WEILING! TEO LA.

7's nickname ? [Sabrina]
sabs?

Say something to 8. [Shaohong]
YOU ROCK COS I'M YOUR TWIN(:

Say something to help 9. [Weiling]
don't worry,NANCY, i'll stop calling you NANCY. fang xin la NANCY.

Where does 1 live ? [Abigail]
SIGLAP! hoho.

Say something to 6 when you see her. [Valerie]
HI VALERIE, SAY HI TO ME AND SAY MY/YOUR NAME!

10's spouse ? [LinYing]
Tsk.

2009-02-09T06:42:00.000-08:00

Guys, if a girl cries in front of you, it means she cant take it anymore.

If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life.

If you let her go, she wouldn't be able to go back & be herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person she loves most.

Until then, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily.

Only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hand firmly.

She's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please dont give her up.

Maybe because of your selfish decision, you ruin her whole life.

When she cries right in front of you, when she cries because of you.

Please look into her eyes.

Can you feel/see the pain & hurt she is feeling..?

Think- which other girl ever cried with pure sincerity, Right in front of you & cause of you?

She cries, not because she is weak.

She cries, not because she wants sympathy/pity.

She cries, because crying silently is no longer possible.

The pain, the hurt &agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, think about it.

If a girl cries her heart out to you, & all because of you,

Its time to look back on what you've done.

Only you will know the answer to it. Do consider reflecting.

Because one day, It may be too late for regrets.

Too late to just say a simple, 'I'm sorry.' "

2009-02-07T20:20:00.000-08:00

everything's over.
everything.
forget him,
forget you.

2009-02-06T19:53:00.001-08:00

25 RANDOM SECRETS.

1. I secretly hate thread that sticks out randomly from clothing.
2. My big toes are really big.
3. I'm not as happy as i look.
4. I hate my hair.
5. I hate chinese new year food.
6. I secretly want him as my valentine.
7. I think all my math teachers suck.
8. I hope i have less homework.
9. I ever wanted to be a Doctor but now i still suck at science.
10. I cry whenever i see giant mascots, e.g: oscar the bloody otter from the health promotion board.
11. I have an obsession with myself.
12. I wonder if i'll ever fail so bad in a relationship that i turn lesbian or something.
13. I hate going to the cinemas.
14. I like correction tape a lot.
15. I want to earn my first million before 20.
16. I wonder what he's doing now. and hope it's not flirting.
17. backstabbers should be stabbed literally.
18. I actually love history.
19. I feel ugly and very kp when i look at my wierd face in the mirror.
20. I have failed in almost every relationship i've been in.lol.
21. I HATE CLOWNS.those big eye things.
22. I suck at dj max. 20 seconds into the game and "i need more practice"
23. I like blog quizzes.
24. I wonder if sacp bus auntie would remember me.
25. chocolate and chocolate coloured person.

random post la. i heard there's no clique lunch on 12 feb. so sad.
cannot see you, although this topic never seems to be part of our conversation now.

2009-02-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

hello weining! i told you i'd put this picture up!!!! (:

sian. why weining take so long in the toilet.
why i look so fat in the pic. go die lousy camera.

sian sia. hurry up la!!!

zzz who do you think you are.and who cares what you think.you're probably just jealous of our clique right.don't worry la you'll find a clique soon.probably those of same height and same mentality as you. don't be so immature and hateful okay? (:

oh, and to the other dumb-ugly-cmi bitches out there, intellegence and looks are everything. so i'm really sorry to say you're left with nothing.

ANYWAY, HAHA OMG ZHANG TIANSHU IS JOINING DANCE. DANCE. YES, I REPEAT. DANCE. haha. so not only you my chinese shifu, you can teach me dance too hor! haha. tall tall person!i don't like you, make me feel short!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

haha, valentine's day is really coming soon. AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A VALENTINE! guys, you can quickly ask me cos i'm still single and available for valentine's day! (just don't let him know!) haha, okay just kidding! haha. parkway coming up next.yay(:

2009-02-04T06:03:00.000-08:00

2 people liking each other doesn't mean you have to be with that person, does it?
anyway, valentine's day is coming up in a few days time. hope you all have your happy valentines!haha. sian la, Valerie Wong's gonna be valentine-less for yet another year!-.- oh wells. Abigail and Tabitha rejected me.

sorting out thoughts right up there.

2009-01-31T03:07:00.001-08:00

HELLO CHOCOLATE.
ohmy, tj is throwing homework at me. so much work, i seriously need a break from all of it manzxsz.even if i quit mep i think i'm still gonna DIE.i still have 3 unfinished projects which are due tmrw and thursday ): how.much.more.sian.can.this.get.

thursdaythursdaythursday.atleast there's something i can look forward to.

2009-01-29T02:41:00.000-08:00

TODAY ROCKS COS I SAID SO.ended at 1.20, teacher extended for a while. then went back to cchms with abigail.we missed the bus so we had to wait another 20 mins can? then i felt like vomiting on the bus.hehe, not used to taking bus. then played tablet and did homework at concourse, then chrystal come beside me and stare at me, i saw then i freaked out! haha, yes chrystal i miss you! then went to the old block,saw veda, leck qi, ashlyn,kennard,JEROME-.- etc. went second floor and saw FELICIA's bangs!happy birthday felicia!and a few other people!hahaha, anyway, to those who i didnt reply, TEMASEK IS FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN.
then went to pp,and saw weiting and didnt recognise her!sorry!haha.eh i guess that's all for today.

2009-01-27T02:50:00.000-08:00

kahbing, welcome to clique 14.
now we're clique 15/royale 15/ OCEAN'S 15 0.0

should i say yes?

2009-01-26T00:51:00.000-08:00

hello!
daniel: here's to you for dedicating to me!
thanks for being such a nice person luh!although we aren't that close anymore. but we're still gonna keep in contact uh? haha. i miss you and i know you miss me too!haha, don't so gay alrd! good luck in 3gr'09! see, even though you arent in 9 sub you've probably made a bunch of new friends in 3gr! haha, we can still talk about personal problems luh! and ps, church isn't the only way we can get to see each other luh! ): haha, see i write so much for you! you better feel sorry for writing so little to me okay! haha joking joking luh.uhm. i dunno what to say leh! uh,good luck with your lag com i suppose(:

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD. TODAY IS FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR! so happy new year AND happy birthdaytham jiangjun!haha, that message was the longest message you ever sent to me all this time!okay bye i need to catch up on luke and noah!long time never watch le ):

2009-01-25T06:11:00.000-08:00

tag replies first!

weining: lol luh! my squidward is nicer okay! and i am not cheenapok(: haha see you on friday yeah!hope it's mrs kang luh that teacher really sucks.
weiling:yes i tagged your bestie! and it's SAYA PANAS. but ruzanna says nobody uses it that way.haha.
zann:yes hello zann!i miss you and now my life is 99% quieter without you around!haha no offence luh!it just feels wierd not talking to you!anyway tj is nice. lots of new friends. will relink soon!though my soon isnt really soon one luh.
angelique:aiyo just hi or something luh,haha.
jeremiah:ya me and steven.friends forever.add me as reader ley why your blog locked one!):

anyway, it's new year's eve and it's eugene's birthday!
in one and a half hours time,it'll be new year and jj's birthday!
haha. so i'm staying awake just to say happy birthday. how lame am i man.haha.

oh i am so sian my blog is so dead.
why has the feeling changed?

2009-01-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
hand!
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
frightened.i was woken up by my handphone which told me i had 7 messages.
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
steven
4: Would you considered yourself to be spoilt?
quite(:
5: Would you ever donate blood?
no!haha kidding luh!of course i would.actually it depends.
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah.
7: Do you want someone dead?
not really.not as much as before.
8: What does your last text message says?
Yea.
9: What are you thinking of right now?
people in tjc and cch.
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yeah.
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
11 something..
12: Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?
i don't know!really. it's the white orientation tee:D
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yeah.
14: Who was the last person who text you?
Steven.
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ
1.Shaohong
2.Veda
3.Angelique
4.Weiling
5.Abigail
6.Marcus
7.Learning
8.Alvin
9.Jocelyn
10.QINGYANG

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
i dunte know ley.
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
female luh!haha.
18: What is number 1 studying about?
i dont know ley, probably everything.
20: Is number 4 single?
No! she's with me(:
21: Say something about number 2.
She's my very good friend(:
22: What do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together?
HUH.
23: Describe number 9.
we look alike and she's a very good friend.
24: What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
learning and marcus?i laugh?
25: Do you like number 8?
okay lar he's a good listening ear!

2009-01-23T23:43:00.000-08:00

where's abigail and linying?

doodoo and kuku!

gaga kuku doodoo

patrick star :)

nigel and steven! gay luh!

hey there, girl who looks like me!

learning saw i miss you so much!you're shorter than me(:

:)

last but not least, the loves of my life.

wait. where's steven, nigel and jiangjun?
nigel and steven left after the movie and thanks jiangjun for helping us take the pictures! don't say you camera shy luh i still want a picture with you okay(:
haha, jocelyn is dam funny. she say my house tee is like secondary shirt then steven's is like those primary school kid one.haha.anyway this is how i spent my new year,with my new best friends, with clique 14, the 2 cliques that make me who i am.

TAG REPLIES(:
gloria: will link you soon luh.
weiling: skully he really add that one ley? i feel so bad luh!
aisyah: hello!how's 1a!(fakes the angmoh accent!)
marcus: okay i'm not emo anymore, but thanks anyway luh mararararaa!!
weiling:another reply for you uh!haha, saya adalah seekor lembu!
jolin: haha how can i forget you! you stand beside me at flagraising uh! and i can hear you sing yo :O
gekting: i always come back, just that you never see me!
jianxing: yes hello pool buddy! misszxs you loads!why never come clique outing??!!
daniel:haha okay luh sorry luh! anyway, see you on saturday if i can make it!i misszxsxzxs you too-too!
valerie: hi valerie! i heard there's another valerie in either 1a or 1c leh! and sorry, we can't be twins luh. (personal reason!) but we're still good friends right!(: but unless we can find the other valerie i don't mind being a triplet!
benjamin:eh, hello thanks for tagging!tj life is okay luh.

i'm glad it's over,and that no one, not even her, can change the way we are.

2009-01-22T02:09:00.000-08:00

your kind of friend.
it's like, so hard talking to you.there's this wierd feeling in my head that says if i talk and tell you how i really feel, it's gonna affect us greatly. you and her sat together, and probably shared popcorn.when i saw her getting close to you and talking to you, i really felt &*$#$$#%.you ever said she was disgusting.but, everything between you and her changed in less than a week. i really don't understand.is our world turning too quickly, or is it just me?
after the movie, you saw me, blinked,walked past without saying a word. are you ignoring me now?

today,i walked past your class.i walked,you stared at me til i went away. are you thinking about me now?
you change with each passing day. i knew she'd cling onto you from the start, and now i know it's happening, and there's nothing i can do. i'm not going to do anything if you don't do anything either. please, don't just talk to me when you need me.

2009-01-19T03:37:00.000-08:00

O NIGHT WAS AWESOME. we took like, forever to practice! it seems so wierd, just less than a month ago i was an ogl, and now i'm being ogl-ed.anyway, we took a long time to prepare. other groups were like, playing and bonding and all, but we were just chionging all the way and that's why hazen rocks(: (more than pyro!) went starbucks with steven, sabrina and angelique for dinner!after that we won the onight thingy in the end and i think we deserved it(:

oh! today was like, lessons. first was chemistry, had a wild goose chase with the science teacher, cos we didnt know where to go and he went around searching. so, 3/4 of chem lesson was wasted! next was break(: then finally bought the ~~meta~~ beta knight shirt!yay yeah la. white nicer than yellow lar.then back to class(late) for math lesson. oh, math sucks i tell you. sucks. then came chinese which was hilarious. i didnt even know how to introduce myself on a piece of paper. my table's people, chinese all cmi.then came LANGUAGE ARTS which, to me, is quite fun la. and enoch's character was like, dumb la. daring but dumb, and his name was ASHLEY. spastic laughters in the group,and that's how lessons ended. but stayed back all the way to 5.40 to watch cliff.wth, wednesday also need to watch cliff 2.

oh well. tmrw has pe. OH MY GOD.

2009-01-15T01:00:00.000-08:00

i'm in 1b'09.

my class okay la,i know some local people from 1b!
tabitha, weiling, abigail, sabrina, jasmine, lingyin, vanessa, jeremy. SEE! so fast hor, one day only leh! i so pro!(:

and, GOING BACK TO CCH ON CNY!
gloria and zi han went back today la.i also thought of it but mummy said i was mad(:

ANTICIPATION,(:

2009-01-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

okay. tj life is _______.

pe twice a week, and senior says we must run 3.5 km every pe(for girls).

anyway first day of school, got into our groups. steven was late. there are so many prcs whose chinese is dam cheem O:oh well. i'm in HAZEN! and it's the group with the least points! but now, it's the group with the second highest number of points! and guess what! tjc uniform makes me look fat!oh well i cant remember vividly what happened yesterday la. but there was those bonding thingies and MASS DANCE, which happened to be a couple dance-.-

second day of school, met weiling, and went to lt2 together. steven was late.again. and he got caught by some guy.anyway, had talks and talks and talks which was like _____. then got SOME AMAZING RACE THINGY WHICH WAS FUN AND HIGH,and ran about the place. first station was like student's council the gross facter but less gross la.

it's like,
cchmssc:tjc
worms:flour
type of thing.
angelique is mad la, she screams at the slightest things-.- but is quite entertaining(: second station onwards i cannot remember the order, but i know got the dress up our ogls, pick up the cup without touching the ground, OH AND I FORGOT THE OTHER STATION(S) (:

well, after that went for lunch, which i didnt take, only bubble tea.went with steven to buy some rice for him, and went to play tetris on his phone which he eventually took away from me O: uh, then went back to school,for college tour, which was okay la. not that boring la haha. anyway i cant remember where everything is, i only know where is the magical school bus and the canteen!then went back to homeroom to do the act 3 thing.then.. more mass dance to s club's song. -.-

back home!

friday.anticipation.

2009-01-07T23:42:00.001-08:00

i made this lousy new year resolution that i'd go jogging every evening from now on.
sadly, it wasn't even the second day when i broke the resolution. omgosh i am so dam useless.haha.

IT'S REALLY BORING to do nothing at home but blog blog,eat eat,sleep sleep, tetris tetris,cycle cycle.so i did something different today! I WASHED MY DISGUSTING BLACK-TO-THE-MAX SCHOOL SHOES. and, smsed steven halim at the same time. WHO, apparently,was also bored out of his wits and did something very.. stevenish. sucker monkey punch!(: okay that was, random.

oh well maybe the next few days i shall go walk walk around the outside world and maybe go back to cch(:

p.s: dumpling, you haven't come to my house to JUMP our troubles away!

2009-01-04T22:51:00.000-08:00

ten days of no school.

While you're having lessons,
i'm at home,
sleeping,
volleyballing with a inanimate lamppost,
tetrising,
cycling,
more tetris ,
& having wierd dreams.

i miss you.so much.

2009-01-02T03:10:00.001-08:00

today morning finally went to buy tjc uniform. lol, i look dam retarded and yeah. after that went back straight to cch. just walk in to cch then saw alicia, so we walked around the school together. she said clarissa came in the morning, but i didnt get to see her-.- erm, went library..old block new block, back to old block then to piano..means, IF YOU HEARD A PIANO DURING THE LAST HALF AN HOUR OF YOUR LESSON, IT WAS ME(: saw some people. and it was darn cool when i walked pass the sec 3 classes yo. after walking past each class, got hear voices saying.."eh, valerie...valerie leh...psst psst psst" haha then saw, a few friends. first person i saw was GAO XIANG lar then he was like, waving and smiling out the window while others were paying attention in class-.- saw singyan,brenda,huixian,nigel,brandon,learning,kahbing,venessa,daniel,javier,gekting,sheryl,chrystal,marcus. seriously the guys look darn funny in long pants. lol, it's so wierd i'm listing out people's names!:O oh learning so cute, tie up her hair. took lunch with the guzheng people, ended up at concourse, then back to gz room. saw roi. moonwalk.then walk around the school again before gz cher came. after school, went home.

lol, it's getting irritating to blog. maybe i should stop blogging. well, school's reopen-ed anyway. no time le(:

2008-12-31T02:38:00.000-08:00

one benevolence 09, i'm gonna missss you! aiya like wingyin, i'm not gonna say cheesy stuff to you la. yeah, it's my last duty, and i spent it with you all,just like clarissa. keep in contact! although we've only known each other for 2 days, it was quality time spent together, and i thank you for being so crazy, and open to talk to me about things(:

firstly, that although you dont know anyone in the class you're doing, there is always a chance to get to know them.

scream as loud as you can for cheers, until you zao sia.all of us did.

i look spastic without a fringe.so now i just got a HAIRCUT.

my view from my seat is directly in front of the fire, so i cant see anything.(first pic)

TIMOTHY IS THE VERY ESSENCE OF CUTE.he makes me and kahbing smile(: and he looks exactly like steven but short and fat.

oh, and i learnt that what i thought of section one wasn't real. i shouldn't be saying this on the blog, so i won't elaborate.

there's a YUXIANG in 1bn,haha(:

ROI CAN MOONWALK.

2008-12-29T05:38:00.000-08:00

today left the house at 6.35, managed to chiong to school and reach at 6.45 but ended up doing nothing for the next half an hour or more.. well. wingyin,alicia and me took 1bn. obvious la, look at the picture. clar,huixian,javier and lowell took cr. but most of the time, we piao lai piao qu one. haha, always run next door. and had some section meetings.(:

oh, so anyway 1bN'09 isn't that bad, but they're quiet. not vulgar ley!monkey's brother and jaf ie's sister both in bn! and there's this guy there who looks like zhen an who looks like derrick so yeah:/ oh i'm off to sleep or watch my ultimate crime fighters now. gotta wake up at 6 again tmrw(: OH YEAH. COME FOR CAMPFIRE(: (: (:

2008-12-26T07:14:00.001-08:00

haiz. i've been cycling every night til about 11pm. and it's wierd cos i really feel like a vampire. i'm more active at night*hinthint* and only do sports at night.haha. oh i fell down too. how great is that?oh well.

anyway wanna thank guzheng people for giving me that giant strawberry today(: you all know i wan is it? cos that time when go out together before lesson we saw at minitoons and i LOVED IT. anyway thanks lar. haha,esp gekting,baoyi and GUZHENG FUND(:

this post shall be this short and i shall end here cos i have nothing else to say for now.hmm, shall go spam piano now. no wait, it's 11pm already.better go sleep.lol.

2008-12-25T20:16:00.000-08:00

this is the WORST CHRISTMAS EVER.dammit i only got 2 tags for christmas-.- but a lot a lot of smses ley. over 100 christmas greetings.hmm. well back to topic. worst christmas ever - i got scolding over cloud's issues,get sarcastic remarks by some people, a lot of tuition homework to clear,and thing is, i dont even know the details of 29 and 30th's duty and the details of section outing , and i have so much to plan for.my schedule's all messed up.sms people, they take forever to reply. shall not elaborate on this.

and,most importantly, sorry guys, i couldn't make it for today's clique 14 outing. i know, most of you also after cca then come.i'm sorry lar, i really cannot go.stop "):-ing" me about this haha. i know that it's not fun without me around..*hinthint*.. and that this might even be the last time i see you guys.but this might also be the last time i see my cca friends,you know. but then we can, like rhine said, have a clique chalet right? i mean, it would be much more fun to be able to see the other 13 people in our clique for more than a day, and when you wake up you can see all their happy faces and see everything else*hinthint*, you know?so, sorry. i'll make it up to you another time(:

2008-12-23T04:54:00.000-08:00

kope-d a quiz from kaiwen's blog.after kope-ing i realised the questions,are quite,unusual.

1) Single, Attached, or crushing?
-Crushing.

2) Are you happy with who you are?
-i don't really know.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-nope.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Obviously.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
-Exams?

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
-yes.but only for plotting my revenge.nah kidding about the revenge part. but i still won't take him/her back.

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
-No.

8) Do you want children?
-I havent thought that far but maybe,a yes.

9) How many children do you want?
-Uh. i think 1?

10) Would you consider adoption?
-No.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
-No.that is so...

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
-No-.-

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Yes.

15) Are you romantic?
-I don't really have any chances to BE romantic.

16) Do you believe you can change someone?
-Yes. Now,in the process of changing someone (:

17) If you could marry anywhere, money not an obligation where would it be?
-Money is always an obligation.i would want to get married on an escalator in dhoby ghaut mrt.HAHA.kidding. i don't know.

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-I'm keeping the answer to myself.

19) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you couldn't?
-Yes. but that's a false hope i'm having.

20) Have you broken a heart?
-Yes. In his face.

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
-If my "significant other" likes that "somebody", there's nothing i can do.but if my "significant other" doesn't like that "somebody", and that "somebody" still tries to get my "significant other", someone call the SPCA cos there's gonna be a bitchfight.

22) What would you say about your last ex?
-He was nice.but not nice enough.

2008-12-22T21:45:00.000-08:00

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you.

2008-12-22T03:41:00.000-08:00

gonna update about councillor camp, but then mostly gonna be copied from huixian's blog!hehe.

1st day.

i didnt go ley.went for guzheng rehearsal.

2nd day.

Morning woke up damn early because of Sec 1 Registeration. Heng I didnt get any difficult parents, unlike Sunny, so ke lian lah :( Anngie's sister, Jill Jean, was in my class, and her name also very cool, just like Anngie's! They look super different too, Anngie you must really go ask your mama about your parentage ah! x) And her sis really really very chio lar, when in cchms sure get jio by alot of people de lor ahahah :D Or maybe now already got ppl jio-ing her hmm. But Anngie, dont worry lar ok, you also very pretty what! :) Then prepared for Farewell party, gave Xiankai, Shiwee, Cherie and Yijie our green section tees! But only Shiwee&Xiankai came, so got them to pass the tees to the rest. Yay, the grass is always greener on our side! Played capture the flag, super rough, but fun nonetheless! Xiankai was super duper funny when we were strategising, all his ideas are like LOL. We managed to get 2 flags out of the 6, not bad liao seriously! Section meeting was super funny, cos of Xk! The way he speaks and stuff are like LOL.

this whole part is copied from hx's blog haha.

Night walk was super diulian for Section 1 girls hor :X Cos got 3 girls that cried before nightwalk started, and all from our section de leh :x hahahah so diu lian, especially me LOL. I really cant believe that I cried -.- i wasn't really scared de. only like,maybe 65% of me was scared.heh.then cos blindfolded.then i dunno what happening.then suddenly qianyun came up to me and touched me sexy legs (xD ) and said,"are you scared?" then i SCREAMED.ahah. then singyan was sitting beside m,i think he got a shock.huixian heard me and clar crying then she cried too!lol!see,section one diulian. ok back to topic. nightwalk.eherm, i dam shibai la. my group needed 6 people cos i scared.HAHA. somemore,all sec one de,except singyan. when we walked we got formation la.2 sec ones in front, then me and singyan,then 2 sec ones at the back.haha lol i cried 3 times at innosphere cos of silas(?) and weijie-.- then i dam scared throughout the whole thing so i grab singyan's hand and wore his jacket. heh.sorry sis!haha. oh someone heard something at the grand audi leh. but rumour says is group 2 go and zuo nong the other groups de. i dunno la. see. section one diulian. i have to yi kao singyan, huixian have to yi kao yangjun haha. i dunno about clarissa butshe surely scared de haha.

3rd day.

telematch! sec 2s attacked liling. me and yanzhan joined group 2! and we made spastic comments on gaoxiang's leg hair. she said that she notice all guy's leg hair very curly one. then gaoxiang said that,can be straight one meh? then haha me and yanzhan say"can rebond mah!" HAHA then we all burst out laughing. oh then got another game is the pop the balloon one. gaoxiang was overall winner, he dam zai la. keith is super funny!he move the balloon pop le!haha. got one more game, aiya quite sick la, the straw and rubber band game lol.then got one more is the scissors paper stone one. that one dam fun,keep getting wet! brenda and sunny like,drenched.Then next was using rubbish bags to swing the water bombs across the volleyball nets to the opposing team.

after that went back to bunk to get changed and pack up. section one girls finished packing so we went to sleep. haha, we all had wierd dreams during this camp.except wingyin.Huixian's dream on first night was her going to this family friend's house, and Lowell got invited too. lol!Clar's dream on 2nd night was that we went thru nightwalk all over again, except that it was more tribal style with feathers and such..haha.after packing up i dreamt that the councillors got invite to cheeliang's house then we got lost. there were ghosts everywhere and we had to avoid them.i also saw his dead sister in the basement hanging at the staircase staring up at me.which is dam freaky. then when outside cheeliang's bedroom, i saw a giant wooden staircase. then i saw cheeliang come down the stairs with RHINE and they were talking which is dam wierd can.then i wanted to scream out "cheeliang!" but time was up and we had to wake up.

we went down to the concourse for full board.Then we had section meeting, and once again we were gossiping again! then we talked about milton. then i thought,how to spell his name ah? milton, sound like mutant leh!then told lowell cos he sitting opp me. then he told the section and everyone got high(:

after fatman talked some nonsense then we all went home.

2008-12-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

his name is pinky.

HE loves him,but doesnt know if he's making the right choice.he's afraid of falling for the wrong straight guy again and again.great storyline,for luke and noah.

am i in the same situation?

what's wrong with me? at first i was sure i got over this matter.then it just keeps coming back. i'm not going to be like cleo,and harm those around you,just to be noticed.i'm not crazy,and i do not look like a ms swan either.(sorry learning no offence to your hairstyle.)

tjc, 2 years more. maybe you'll come to tjc.if you don't come,4 years more.whatever it takes,i'll wait for you.

yes,i am weird. you're definitely not worth my time.you are EVERYTHING i DO NOT find in someone to like,but why is this still happening.yes.i'm weird. and that's official.

2008-12-15T04:59:00.001-08:00

128th post.

i think i'm going through puberty (again, for the 4th time this week.).i'm really starting to have pimples on my forehead and one disgusting one on my nose.STEVENTHEMONKEYMAN,you must have spread your "all-of-a-sudden-just-have-pimples" pimples to me,especially the nose one.(if that's possible).oh well. I'M GONNA NEED FACIAL CREAM AND ANY OTHER THING TO KEEP MY SKIN FLAWLESS FOR CHRISTMAS OKAY!! keep the cash going,people. spend more money on me! and don't say economy crisis. spend more money to help the economy then(:

i'm still thinking about this.even after saying i've forgotten all about the matter.

2008-12-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

THIS IS STUPID.

131208.

valerie the great:D :"eh!just now i looking for bukit merah mrt station cannot find leh!"

steventhemonkeyman:"got what.."

(both looks at the "noticeboard with mrt lines and stations")steventhemonkeyman:"there!"(points at "redhill")

valerie the great:D :"what the.like that also can!"

steventhemonkeyman:"can what. bukit= hill.merah=red.so red hill lor."

valerie the great:D :"walao,what is this manzzzsxsxxsszzzz.."

steventhemonkeyman:"oh,by the way,the redhill mrt station is PINK :D:D:D"(smiles)

now wasn't that dumb?

went shopping at bugis and church with monkey yesterday. yeah,first part was okay la,dragged he/she/it/shit xD into DIVA and looked around.oh and i attempted to don him with stuff from acessorize but he violently objected :/ not fun de.haha.after that went to redhill mrt.his friends from church are scary and dao.that's all i can say.RAWR.

OH! and patrick says he was at bugis too!he said he spent over 200 bucks at bugis. rich lor. i only spent $5.95 there.lol.

2008-12-12T03:23:00.000-08:00

051208.

yeah, sianning la, today is only taking the plane.

061208.

we went for shopping on our own first. then went to shinsaibashi which is like, bugis street,but a bit different.japan's version is just colder, more shops,more expensive,more high class and full of screaming ah lians.no wait, we have screaming ah lians in bugis street too.dinner was with uncle tabuchi and uncle harada who gave me a pink diamond necklace or something. looks expensive too *.*

071208.

universal studios. i cried today, because shrek came and chased me. you know, shrek, he was some giant ugly mascot. my dad forced me to take a picture with him.k lor take le the oversized deformed green bean know i scared le, then still frighten me. well, all this is from a previous incident or else i won't be so scared..you know. oscar the stupid otter.or beaver.whatever. anw also went to a sesame street shop, which i believe learning will die in cos,as you can see, in the pics.. all elmo lor.haha.the yellow bus on top got all the sesame street mascots.oh, and i love the green oscar hat(: after that go some temple. oh dam cool cos there was this water fountain where has 3 openings. each one is different. got one for health, the other for beauty, and the last for brains.only supposed to drink one but is random position de. i just drink nearest one lor, even though i already have all three.HAHA. *hinthint*

081208.

omicho market,samurai houses,etc.not much pictures.today is the siannest of all.BUT TODAY IS ALSO THE DAY SARU BOBO CAME INTO MY LIFE. rachel and titus when you go japan remember to buy me back a giant saru bobo hor(:

091208.

market again la.everything i see in these markets are crabs,squids,fish and strawberries.AND UNAGI PIE WHICH IS DAM AWESOME YOU HAVE TO TRY IT I HAVENT EATEN IT IN 2 YEARS NOW WE BOUGHT BACK 5 BOXES HAHAHA.oh, wasabi factory also. below is the farm. dam smelly,and ugly. mount fuji also. group photo~ but i lazy to upload that.

101208.

went to some temple.ended up to be a shopping street. went to this 100yen shop which is dam okay lar. 100yen=$1.50 so yeah quite cheap la.eh.then went to some other funny place. the giant lantern below is donated by my dad's company. cool huh.i lazy to turn the picture.oh well. turn your head then.that green car below used to be driven by my granddad haha.oh, there's a shop named "sasuke" too.heh.after dinner returned to some hotel lar quite big one then we slept on tatami mat,not nice.camwhored in front of mirror.i could get used to that new hairstyle.

111208.

disneyland is okay lar but got a lot of mascots also. the pink house is minnie's house and the yellow one is mickey's.heh, i didnt go in la but outside look nice inside must be nice also lol.there was a giant sock there it was dam cute take note of the words on it.oh we were queueing up for the microadventures thingy then i was so sian i talk to lynette behind me.then i turned around and i got a shock cos the whole time there was this baby in front of me that i think kept staring at me. so i took a picture with it and played with it. and the dad didnt even know haha.

121208.

back to singapore.was at the japan airport.saw a lot of "ms-swan-hairstyle-kimono-dressed-dolls" at the airport stores. heh, play lar after come back nothing to do lor. i spent like 40 mins uploading these pictures can. oh well then.bye. nothing more(:

at times i was sad,i felt sadder that you weren't there for me.

at times i was happy,i was sad you weren't there to celebrate with me.

at times i felt angry,i was sad you weren't the one to cheer me up and make me laugh with your antics.

at times i had mixed feelings,i was sad i even liked you from the start.

2008-12-05T02:59:00.000-08:00

japan japan 5-12. my hamster's gonna die in the backyard :O

2008-12-04T02:27:00.000-08:00

VALERIE PASSED HER NUS EXAMINATION AND IS DARN HAPPY.

this is so much better than getting an A for examinations haha.

2008-12-03T07:15:00.000-08:00

this is my 123th post.specially for you.

you're still in my head. i just can't get you out. my issues with shirlyn are finally over..at least to me, it is over.. but for your issue. i just can't keep you out of my mind.why is this happening to me?i thought i had finally gotten over you. suddenly,last night, an image of you appeared in my head. you said you didn't care..i said i wouldn't either.but why am i feeling like this now?something's wrong.

2008-12-01T05:15:00.001-08:00

k la samuel here's your dedication.

thanks for entertaining me la haha ya you sometimes dam asshole la but still okay and you also talk to me about YOUR you-and-i-know-who and MY you-and-i-know-who so yeah since you so nice i write this post for you lor haha i think you're a very nice girlfriend la and haha yeah you've only been my girlfriend for like 2 days but anyway nice time spent with you and thanks for entertaining me(did i say that yet?) oh and yeah don't suan me by replying me message"yes vale****" la ass see la i write so much for you la oh yes you are SCARU(inside joke,well not really a joke but anyway yeah) and yeah jy in school studies *ponkness* etc la actually i dunno what i'm writing la i'm typing whatever comes to mind and fyi i'm not in a very clear state of mind and my mental condition is deteriorating with each day so yeah anyway here's the post YOU WANTED.

2008-11-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

thank you tan kahbing now this post is for you.haha lol! and this is so dumb man i'm talking to you on msn!hehe, anyway i wanna thank you for enlightening me on these two issues. they have once been issues that have been bothering me a lot that i really feel like killing myself.but you changed it all.thanks kahbing.

for the first issue:

thank you kahbing for understanding and listening to me and me listening to you yesterday all the way til 1am plus :/ haha lol now still talking to you on msn. please la i never neglect person j, lol just that you dunno that me and person j were,are and forever will be best friends and we go out together. we talk a lot actually. i know, and actually i dont blame her la is just that I HAVE A FRAGILE HEART and i will just break down when poeple suddenly leave me luh.you cannot link this to me psing xinyi okay cos we fight we break up we ~~kiss~~ we make up one. so wrong example to choose from!haha (: i know, actually after thinking about it i dont think it's her fault also it's partly mine cos,i never talk to her also. well, seeing her so close to the other clique of course i dont want to approach la.

suddenly i dont find anything to blame her for.

for the second issue:

haha lol oh and anyway you told me about the you-and-i-know-who person luh, well. you said you talked to him many times to face this but he said he DONT CARE ABOUT THIS, well that made me realise too. i won't care either. no use waiting 2 more years.if he wanted to tell me he failed in a relationship a few months ago, he would tell me.but he didn't, and that's how he thinks about telling and entrusting me with secrets lor. well you claim it's because that's his personality. what can i say? nothing much. but just want to let you know.

i'm from TJC'09 batch.i'm having a fresh start, not remembering the bad times, and not going to remember tha good times either. i'll only remember you-kahbing, and my close friends,those who have been there for me, and i was a councillor from section one. oh, and a blur nerdperson became my twin.

that's all.

2008-11-30T07:31:00.001-08:00

you want to know what's happening?

YOU're whats happening.

2008-11-30T06:06:00.000-08:00

MARCUS CHIN ~~THE HOTSHOT snailheaded creature~~!!!!!THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU!see how nice i am.

haha, thanks for not being a jerk ~~although i still remember once you told samuel last time who i like before!~~but that was dam long ago la haha, yeah lol.anyway, jy in studies,exams and with your QH!haha(: thanks la really you are a nice sister haha always there for me luh and hope you still have that note i gave you on your birthday luh haha!actually most of what i want to say here is alrd in that letter luh haha oh and you've been a great friend,but you suck cos you make me feel short and cos you can go triple science and 3jt. ass!haha,oh next time must bring me to see malaysia/indonesia(whichever you're from la!i cant remember hee) hor!haha, oh and yes, THANKS FOR LETTING ME LEECH YOU AT HENESYS HUNTING GROUND ONE,HAHA,YES NOOB AREA.AND THANKS FOR THE 200000 MESO.heh,it's considered a lot for someone like me who only has 306 meso in her bank lol.hmm, after O levels must come TJC hor. okay up to you but anyway you better not forget me hor or else i poke you!i know you scared poke! and btw don't call me valalala! make me sound like a song:(

what else to say, i don't know ley.haha,anyway jy luh, ~~HOTSHOT~~.

haha,what a colourful and abstract post!

2008-11-28T04:06:00.000-08:00

why cant we just be good friends?
heartbroken,but what can i do?
nothing,but wait two more years.
i know nothing's gonna change in that 730 days,
but i'm going to wait for you anyway.
hoping you'll come to tjc.
even if two years is up,
and you don't come,
i'll continue the wait until you return.

2008-11-27T06:12:00.000-08:00

outing today. oh well. not many pics. then went to kennard's birthday. well, took pictures too.oh, the beauty and the beast thing, is me and steven luh. uh,you can guess who's the beast uh.nothing much to say.oh, and pictures of lynette's giant teddy bear.

when will i ever get one from you?never, i guess.

heartbroken,but what can i do?

2008-11-26T03:59:00.001-08:00

oh i just realised i have the same blogskin as venessa!i'm bored so i just stole a quiz from her blog! haha, this is my second post in a day 0.0

1.What have you been doing recently?
sianning,smsing,tuitions-.-

2.Do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
nope, only on silent mode

3.What happened at 10am today?
SPAMMING MOONLIGHT 1 ON MR PIANO!

4.When did u last cry?
YESTERDAY NIGHT COS I THOUGHT OF PINKTACK BAWL BAWL BAWL DONT MAKE ME CRY AGAIN.

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
fattiny (:

6.What do you want in your life now????
MORE PINK AND MORE TACKINESS.

7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood?
i think i just get really wet cos i'll forget to bring both.

8.Whats your favourite thing to have on ur bed?
pillow,bolster,comforter.

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
blue fbtttsss.

10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox?
the nicest thing is a message.

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
nope.

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
is rubber band considered?haha.

13.What was the last movie u caught?
liang shan bo yu zhu ying tai! downstairs like an hour ago haha.then i got really sian.

14.What are u proud of?
myself.

15.What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says?
misha telling me it's okay that i still have her autograph book.

16.What was the last song u sang out loud?
kiss the rain. lol i was just la-la-la-ing away.haha.

17.Do u have any nicknames?
OF COURSE. do you?

18.What does ur last text msg says?
okay can can. thanks. (: from misha.haha.

19.What time did u go to bed last night?
3 plus cos i was CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING and couldnt sleep.

20.Are you currently happy?
NOOOOOO.

21.Who gives u the best advice?
family friends and esp xinyi.

22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from can?
no.

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
NOBODY SADLY.

24.Is something bugging you now?
YAAA.

25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
lynette!

26.Do you wear toe socks?
huh got such thing ah.

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my mum. haha.

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
YES! and omg why must this question be this question :0

29.What annoys you most in a person?
attitude.

30.Do you have a crush on someone?
yes.

31.Have you ever done cocaine????
DON'T SAY AH!!!

32.What is the colour of your room?
as white as a shit of paper.

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
of course.unless it's pinktack :3

34.Do you believe in the saying,'Talk is cheap'?
whats that mean?

35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
the last time i checked people lie on beds,not in them.

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
NO ONE*cries*

37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
NO COS I DIDN'T KISS ANYONE *still crying*

38.Do you have a life?
yes.

39.Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
no.

40.What is the reason behind yr profile song?
i dunno leh.nice lor.

41.Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
an orange and purple animal that was rescued and put into spca.

42.Last time you smiled?
today.

43.Have you changed this year?
a lot a lot.

44.What are you listening to rite now?
together forvever- rick astley (: 80's music is darn nice man.

45.Are you talking to someone while doing this?
yepp.

46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
like venessa , i blink (:

47.Is there a quote you live by?
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.

48.Do you want someone you can never have?
YES YES YES.

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
ya.

50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?getting married and having 45 children :0

51.What were you doing last night at 11pm?
CRYING LA.

52.Are you happy with your love life rite now?
NO. NOT. AT. ALL.

53.What song best describes yr love life?
never gonna give you up-rick astley.

54.Does the person know you like him/her?
yes ):

55.Who always makes you laugh?
friends and him

56.Do you speak other languages other than english?
Chinese,japanese and a teeny bit of malay and french.

57.Favourite websites?
blogs !youtube?

58.Whats yr middle name?
wong

60.What do you think you are like?
thats not for me to say, hurhur.

61.Who will you choose to die with?
pinky.

62.Where have you been today?
kitchen,bedroom, toilet, com room,toilet again.then back to the kitchen.

63.What game do you play often?
maple and audi,dj max.

64.Who are you missing now?
pinky.

65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?
my lover is my friend, and i shall therefore choose my friend since my friend is also my lover and eek what am i saying.

66.What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz

67.Which primary school are you from?
saint anthony's canossian primary school(yeah it's long)

68.Name 3 colours that you like?
PINK.black and orange.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
no emotion.

70.What is your life to you??
meaningless.

71.If you have something bothering you what will you do?
cry myself to sleep.

72.Who did you last chat on msn today?
daniel.

73.Who do you admire the most?
(:

74.Which month were you born in?
june

75.How are you feeling right now?
emotionless.

76.What is the time now?
8:34:07

77.What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
nobody leh.

78.What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
never dye luh.

79.Why are you doing this test?
cos i'm bored.

80.What do you do when you are moody?
play piano.

81.At which age do you wish to get married?
28.

82.Who is more important to you?
cloud.

83.If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
confess,get rejected,then jump off a building.

84.Who is the person you trust the most?
cloud.

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
no.

86.If you had a dream come true what would it be?
be together forever with pinktack.

87.What is your goal for this year?
lose 10 kg (:

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
no, but if it love lasts for even a minute it alrd seems like an eternity to me.

89.What feeling do you love the most?
happy.

90.Do you think its Global Warming now?
yupp. should be.

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
mixed feelings.

92.You like doing quizzes?
yes.

93.Do you believe in God?
yes.

94.Who cares for you the most?
mama and papa and sister and cloud.

95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
guzheng examination, come on pork chop!we can do it!

96.What will you bring when you fight?
my fists luh, haha.long time never fight le.

97.What have you regretted doing your whole life?
nothing..

98.What would you do if nobody cared for you?
cry lor.what else.

99.What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i don't think he will, considering i don't have one ):

100.How do you feel now?
sad cos i just answered question 99.

OMG PLEASE I'M GONNA DIE OF BOREDOM

2008-11-26T03:40:00.000-08:00

i'm really bored and i hope someone tags me to do a quiz-.-

i want to go cycling, how much i want to cycle, but yeah. i won't. i try not to. cos it just reminds me of pinktack): SO, valerie just has to do something more appropriate, like BLOGGING or MSNing or something.i'm really sian of anime. all those dvds piling up in the closet. who wants? bleach,fushigi yuugi,naruto,aya shino ceres,samurai x, cooking master boy,gensomaden saiyuki,ragnarok etc. i'm willing to sell, hurhur. no i'm joking. i wont sell them.HAH.

oh well, i know i dont look like the type that goes all anime-ish, well, haha. i'm not. just watch when i really have nothing to do since anime is getting really really really x10000000000000000000000000000000 idiotic.

oh, did i say, my mum forgot to change the gear or something then our car kept going forward really quick and couldnt stop!best thing was, here was another car in front of us(: you can guess what happens next, USE YOUR POWER OF IMAGINATION!(: but nah,i didn't die.cos i was sitting at the back lol. no injuriesssssssss(:

oh well. still bored. looks like, typing and looking at a screen isn't entertaining me.

2008-11-25T07:15:00.001-08:00

valerie is currently happy.
she has

changed her blogskin.

changed her long profile.

changed her attitude towards someone blur.

and last but most important,

CHANGED PIANO TEACHER AND GOT INTO A NEW PIANO SCHOOL WITH NICE TEACHERS AND NICE PIANOS.and she is learning 3 new songs now, all in one day, thanks to PMS,haha.Praise Music School,yeah, i don't know why they wanted those initials though haha.yay!PMS rocks!the school is located in bukit timah and orchard(?!!) which is both very far but IS DAM PRO! JOIN PMS TODAY!haha.

oh,i've got a new nickname for you. saying your name is so wierd to me now.so i'm calling you pinktack(:

2008-11-24T04:47:00.000-08:00

i hate camwhoring. it's so freaking ah lian sport, but i still did anyway.HAH. but that doesnt make me an ah lian.oh well. put up some other pics of last time too. gonna miss 2 dl so much, but how much i try, how much i remember i would ...

...throw rubbish into the bin at the back like a silly bball with xinyi AND ACTUALLY GET IN;

...scream across the classroom;

...make ms adri really pissed;

...mess with the blazers beside xinyi;

...kick thianhong's chair with luanchun;

...draw at rhine(write xiaohei) and jj's(write xiaobai) table while sitting with luanchun;

...argue with people and bitchfighting;

...play with learning's hair;

...call people up and ask what's for homework;

...irritate brandon;

...get twin's number and become twin and irritate a lot;

...play bangbang with chrystal and learning;

...sit beside kahbing when learning's not around and make lame jokes(PO);

...go to sing post or munchy or lucky with my gd friends..;

...FINALLY BE ABLE TO MAKE TOM YAM CUP NOODLE.of course, thanks to felicia, and shirlyn.haha. of course, that was the first and last time i will ever take tomyam man it is dam gross.

...

i will still be unable to go back into that classroom, and even sit at that special seat once more. seems like time flies too fast.

or again, it passes too slowly.when will you finish sec 4?

2008-11-20T05:58:00.001-08:00

like shirlyn, i'm sian. so i stole this quiz from her blog. :/ really, i'm gonna die of boredom if i don't do this quiz.

1. What is your full name?
Valerie Wong Li Qing.

2. Are you single?
yes.obviously.

3. What’s your favorite number[s]?
17

4. What is/are your favorite color[s]?
black,white,red,green.

5. Least favorite color[s]?
brown.

6. What are you thinking of now?
guzheng exam :/

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
not really.

8. What is your favorite subject in school?
math.

9. Do you shop at malls?
where else can i shop at? 0.o

10. Where do you wish you were right now?
i don't know why, but i want to be in 2 diligence classroom, with all my classmates there.aww.

11.What should you be doing right now?
chinese tuition homework.

12. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yes.

13. When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
months ago. i'm poor,you know.

14. What was the last thing you drank?
coke.

15. Do you hate liars?
hate is such a strong word. detest is better.

16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
sometimes.

17. Do you fall for people easily?
no.

18. What does your last text message read?
'nvrm lar,try harder for nus k:)''-from ann.

19. Are you too forgiving?
no.

20. How many windows are open on your computer?
7.

21. Who was your last call from?
i dont know. as in, it says (no number)

22. What do you do with most of your time?
think about people, sms, watch tv, use computer?

23. Will you and your ex ever get back together?
no.

24. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no.

25.Which of your close friends lives closest to you?
felicia!

26. What items could you not go without during the day?
phone,clothes,water.

27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
no.

28.How was your weekend?
sian.

29.Do you believe ex(s) can be friends?
no.

30. The last person whom you quarrel with?
cant rmbr..

31. The way to win your heart?
spastic,funny,hilarious.doesn't have to be good looking, but kind.yes,must be a good person.

32. What did you do last night?
sms, watch tv, crossword puzzle 0.0

33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
no.

34. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
not really.

35. One song that's meaningful to you?
about a girl-the academy is

36. Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
twirl

37. Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
yes!

38. How long is your hair?
long enough to touch the floor!okay i'm joking.half my back.

39. Do you like Batman?
no.

40. Who was the last person who told you they loved you?
sadly, no one my generation.my mum la =.=

41. When was the last time you sang out loud?
when i showered just now 0.0

42. What did you have for breakfast?
i didn't eat breakfast!

43. Is your birthday on a holiday?
yes.all the time!how boring is that?

44. Can you cook?
i can cook a burnt omelette at the most (:

45. Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
zara.

46. What was the reason you got in trouble last?
lying to my friend that i had diabetes.HAHAHA.

47. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
jeans.

. When is your birthday?
1006.

49. Do you swear a lot ?
no.

50.What was your first alcoholic drink?
beer.

51.Do you have any regrets?
no.

52. Who would you like to see right now?
someone):

53. Have the cops ever come by your house?Why would they?
yes, cos we complained that our neighbour was being too noisy HAHAH.

54. Are you a social or antisocial person?
well, that's not really for me to say!

55. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
deborah lim hui min?yeah, but that smart ass is in rgs now.haha. so we not so close.

56. Ever been in love?
yes.

57. Ever had braces?
no. but can you imagine how my perfectly aligned teeth have never rotted yet?haha.

58. What do you wear to bed?
pajamas!HAHAH.

59. Who was the last person to disappoint you?
no one leh.

60. Do you trust people?
yes.

61.Who was the first person you talked to today?
myself?

62. Who was the first person to text you today?
Angelique.

63.What was the first thing you did this morning?
yawn!

okay, i'm still dam bored. wanna do another quiz? (:

2008-11-20T01:57:00.000-08:00

haiz. guzheng exam results are out. my grade 8, is totally screwed. for life.

i think i only got a merit. tonight gonna collect results. but teacher said he's very disappointed with my results and that they "ba wo de fen shu KOU DAO WAN yin wei wo tan de tai XIAO SHENG le."

HAIZ,i think grade 7 still better la, 1/4 mark to distinction.

this exam,no finger strength, no arm strength, wrong angle,my thumb in wrong position, no mood, never focus, forgot how to play halfway.

yes, my fault.

see how screwed this exam is. but like gekting said, there's still grade 8 NUS. but then, even if i get distinction for nus exam, i still have another exam which is already screwed. who cares if i got good results for one if i didnt show accuracy in the other. oh well. jiayou.

jiayou,jiayou,jiayou.

2008-11-18T07:07:00.000-08:00

yes, that picture is from class bbq. i dont like my big toe. very fat. uh leg,sad case luh. bleed and got bruise etcetc.. so no more cycling for me.and no more cycling cos..yeah.

today went to the chalet. well, it was okay la.no mood to do anything,but was forced to camwhore a bit, but using others' phone.thanks luh, felicia and calista, and i cant rmbr the rest. so i got no pics.then..almost got lost, when walking around with rhine and jj. well, the whole night, was spent, cooking, lighting fire, talking to clinton and jorgine, and oh yes. majority of the time is spent playing daidi with zhengzheng(jav), erin, tze hin and yanlun. the 2 vballer guys are quite fun la. quite nice also. zi dong help us pour drinks. esp me. cos i drink dam fast.. thirsty mah.. oh then clinton didnt know their names so just call them blocker and zu gong(?) or something la.haha..

oh. huimin, claire and sheryl were pushed into the pool or something.

well.. i dunno what to say la. no mood,still. but the people there kept me happy sometime, and my mood the whole time, was like.. not high?well,jj and rhine broke my lightstick. as in, literally broke it the rhine had some glowy stuff on his clothes, some got on jj, but i got quite a lot on hands and legs. so can wash off.heh.jj was like, angry for a while? and very very antisocial. but i must thank them la, for sacrificing their time to go back to stay and wait with me for my mum to come. esp jj, you might be mean sometimes la, but then, i know you had to go back early cos you cycling home,and just now very dark alrd... so anyway, thanks for waiting with me, and hope you've reached home safe and sound.

well, talked to kahbing for a while, we both wanted to cycle but then she gave up the thought cos she said we had to go outside. lazy. hah, well me? i gave up the idea cos of something else..
cycling really just reminds me about something sad luh. so maybe, i think i stick to swimming and bringing cloud for walks..